#twd self insert

some later season rowan with long hair woah

i've basically never posted about him on here so i really need to start doing that (if i ever make a proper intro post about him it will be linked here)

I really, really, like hugging him.

Negan seemed either insulted or amused, his salt and pepper beard expanding with the rest of his face as he smiled. “What did you say?”

For a moment you stood in silence, tugging anxiously at the hem of your denim shorts, which for some reason felt uncomfortably short all of a sudden.

All eyes were on you, a young woman almost too petrified to leave Alexandria’s walls, voluntarily giving yourself to a monster to save your friend. You were a genuine, caring person and this time your fear couldn’t stop you from acting.

“I-I said..” You took a deep breath, trying to compose yourself. Rick stared at you in awe, face tear and sweat stained but grateful to you regardless. If Negan took you, it meant that Maggie and her baby were safe. That was all that mattered right now.

“I could.. I could be a much better wife to you.” A lie. “Oh, could you?” Negan’s voice was low and mocking but enticed. You saw that tiny window of opportunity open and you dove head first right through it.

“Mama always taught me right,” another lie, your mother was a bra-burning feminist that would roll over in her grave right now. “she taught me - “

Negan was inches from you now, his aura was flamboyant but intimidating at the same time. His breath fanned over your face, the bloody bat he’d used to bash Abe and Glenn’s heads in was just as close and just as terrifying, perched tauntingly on Negan’s leather-clad shoulder.

“What did she teach you, darlin’?” His eyes darted between yours, eagerly awaiting your answer. 

Your guts clenched in the worst possible ways as you responded, your gaze held his for a moment before you smirked, spewing yet another lie.