Jul 5, 2025
I honestly feel absolutely miserable. My friend killed themself.
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I honestly feel absolutely miserable. My friend killed themself.
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Fucking Fucking Fucking fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck shut up shut up shut up shut the fuck up stop doing this to me dad what the fuck have I done god shut up this bitter Fucking relationship between yall stop putting me in the middle of this please I just exist stop doing this to me I didn't ask to be here on this planet from being a byproduct of two stupid ass young adults not using protection stop putting it on me FUCK
I wish so much for a day where I experience Hunger in a ravenous way, In a way impure, One that is simply untamed
Oh to unlearn the silence I've taught myself, How I wish to no longer tune out my basic rage and hunger
A feral hunger, A ravenous feast of raw emotion
I know when all my siblings lay slain their blood will flow from my mouth and drown me but I cannot help my community, Because I'm far too young,I'll always be to young to prevent our genocide, as it'll likely kill both me and you, And for that, I am sorry, My Siblings alike to me who will never Grow up
The world is on the shoulders of the young, Yet we stand divided, and instead of supporting this world it will crack our collarbones and crush us, if we are not killed first by the Hateful who wish for our collective destruction
And so I must pretend it to have been a phase, returning to a dark cold Place, a place where Happiness will not grow until I am Buried in the ground
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The fact that he died on September 11th. The same day that Charlie Kirk died...
If God is real, he's truly a sick fuck
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HI so I read your most recent vent and it kinda related to me back then up first reading that was kind of disturbing but when I was younger I was a victim to such a disgusting thing (you know what I'm talking about not the art, yes, the real thing...) and when I was younger I was drawing that after the 'incident' it was a kind of coping I guess? I was really (I mean really, pre puberty, pre 10 years old thing) young and I had no idea it was bad and I just was doing that I'm kind of shaking while writing this but I kinda relate to your post vent :(
yeah π
Hope ur doin' alright now tho! And it's nice knowing I'm not the only one who's dealt with this.
Also sorry that the vent was disturbing n stuff. And I don't mean to purposely disturb anyone or gross anyone out and sorry for giving you that memory :\
Tw vent
Tfw you're cleaning and you come across something that reminded you of someone so incredibly dear to you and helped you out of a really dark mindset and you remember that they're not with you right now.
Tw very Venty
I feel so alone. My QPP has not been responding to me in over a month, idk what happened to her, idk if she's living her best life but her discord is down or smth, idk if she's depressed again and went no contact, idk and I don't want to be annoying or come off as clingy or controlling but I really just want to call her, just so she responds in some way, even if she doesn't pick up the phone, let me know that you're still here again. And I hate feeling like an outcast. I feel like I have no one to truly relate to on a certain level because of my race. I feel like I'm the only person of color in this friend group, like I'm the only black person here. I adore the friends and mutuals that I have made here, they all mean the world to me and then some. But is it greedy or mean to feel like I want more friends/mutuals that look like me, that has the same struggles as I do and can relate to, to come from the same or similar background as I? To have someone that I can relate to who I wouldn't relate to on a certain level as others? Am I cruel to think this? Am I being appreciative of those around me? I don't know and I hate this.