So in my quiet meditation time today I fought with God about posting this. But if I am going to be able to trust Him then I have to do what He needs, wants me to do. This will be our balance in our checking account at the end of this week. This is after Forrest got paid, on last Friday, and with some much needed help from some friends and family. We are struggling and it's hard to remain positive, like I'm trying to do, when I am frustrated with this. I am working out of our house and watching our grandbaby, but thst doesn't bring in much. I do not know why God asked me to post this, it is nothing but shameful and just down right ugly. But I am going to step out and trust. Because I know He's able and I know He can. See through the fire with His mighty hand...but Even If You don't my hope is You alone. #trusting #tryingnottoworry #turningitovertogod
