TO YOU I BELONG: CHAPTER 16
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Pairing: Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader
Summary: Dean isn't looking for a mate, and the last place he expects to meet his soulmate is while on a case. Fate ain't real. He still has free will, and saving you is just another part of the job. Except, monsters aren't the only things you need saving from... 18+ only MDNI
Chapter Word Count: 8.5k words
Chapter Warnings: angst, fluff, anxieties, MOTW, victim death
A/N: Did I stay up until midnight to format and post this? You betcha! Happy Friday am Australia (and goodnight)
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Eight thirty-six. Just great. Two minutes since the last time you checked, and it wasnât going any quicker, no matter how many glances you stole towards the clock above the kitchen table.Â
Your phone was the same, only youâd placed it in the pocket of your dress so as not to look at it.Â
Worked a charm. Not.Â
The weight against your thigh was heavy.Â
You sighed. Drew it out. There was no point focusing on why Dean hadnât called you. He was busy working. Out saving lives. If whatever that thing in Kentucky was ended up being in their wheelhouse, like Sam thought.Â
A vitala. Betala?Â
Something like that.
Point was, heâd promised heâd call first thing after heâd finished with the sheriff, and itâd been a good hour since the office had opened. Youâd checked.Â
It didnât matter that youâd missed his call before it. He hadnât said before, heâd said after, hence why youâd been sleeping. He shouldâve known that, even though he was state lines away. You mightâve been cranky at first, but you were pissed now. Same difference.
âWhere the hell is he?â you said aloud, and your omega gladly projected.
âHeâs out drinking.âÂ
âNo, heâs not.â He wasnât Ritchie. Dean was Dean, and Dean always came home as soon as he could. Hell, heâd race across the country to get back to you, given an emergency.Â
And maybe you couldânope. Bad idea. You were above making one up, even to get him home faster. Even when your omega suggested things like, âTell him the pup is coming.âÂ
âI canât do that,â you snapped. Hit the chopping board rather hard. Then heâd never come home on account of the heart attack heâd be having in the middle of Kentucky.Â
You repositioned your fingers around the knife handle, continuing the slicing of your last banana. How firm you continued to hit the wood below was because of how hungry you were, and not for anything more sinister involving your alphaâs knot.
Dean would come home soon, you told yourself. Call you soon. Then youâd laugh about how worked up youâd made yourselfâjustâafter the pup was born.Â
Definitely after.Â
You threw the sticky slices on top of your overnight oats. Wiped your fingers on the scrunched up towel on the bench next to you and moved to the sink to pick out the blueberries and strawberries youâd left thawing. Plenty of vitamin C to go with the iron supplements Doctor Cameron had you on. Frozen on account of not being able to do a grocery run without Dean flipping his lid.
Hypocrite.Â
He was happy to tell you not to go out while he was away, though nothing was stopping you from following his warning either. Youâd even considered taking a car out of the garage, going as far as trudging down there and sitting in the little green one youâd often sat on while he worked on Baby. Only inside, the old thing was much smaller than it looked from the outside.
Yeah. You didnât want fresh fruit and waffles after all.Â
So, with your vitamins and teacup in one hand, sad-looking berries and oats in the other, you moved to the table, back not quite against the wall. The clock would no longer get you down from that angle and your pocket had dropped further, hanging below the stool, out of sight, out of mind. Except you needed some music to drown out the ticking playing you.Â
Of course, pulling out your phone meant being reminded that Dean still hadnât called, but it didnât matter for long. Like absence, making the heart grow fonder, the law of attraction worked just as well. The ringtone youâd dedicated to your mate played through the layers of fabric and your heart skipped a beat.Â
It was a message.
Eight forty-one, and heâd sent a fucking message.
More people missing. Call you soon as weâre done.
Dean reread the words heâd typed over in his head, though why he was so bothered by a stupid text was lost on him.
Heâd hit send and shoved his phone back into the pocket of his suit pants, stepping into the interrogation room, an armâs length behind Sam. Only for his nose to pick up the sweet smell of popcorn and crisp apple.Â
Yeah. That had to be some kind of mind fuckery right there. The universe telling him he was a dick before heâd even entered the room.Â
He was just trying to do his job. They werenât getting paid enough to have Sheriff Aldrin look at them like that. Hell, they werenât getting paid at all. Not that he knew that, or that Dean blamed him for the chip on his shoulder.
With his arms crossed, standing tall, much like heâd done when theyâd asked about Alec and Gavin out front, he was still a tough nut to crack.Â
But there in that room?Â
That was his daughter they were questioning, not just another civilian. Surrounded by weed, sweat and stains from god-knows-what on the cold cement walls.Â
The room was freezing. The lights dim. And he was well within his rights to be indifferent when tears marred her face and stress laced her scent. Dean wouldnât want you stepping within a foot of this place, pregnant or not.
âHi Molly?â Sam said to the omega. Her steel eyes, bleary and the whites red, perked up and out from under the bangs covering her face. She had her fatherâs jaw. Only, there wasnât an extra layer of flesh and skin covering hers.Â
She nodded, then sniffed, bringing an overused tissue to the crowns of her cheeks, dabbing and making them brighter than they already were. âDaddy said you wanted to talk to me?â She forced a smile.
âYeah, ah, Iâm Agent Young.â Sam pulled out a chair. âThis is Agent Johnson.âÂ
He sat down, and Dean followed suit. His gaze trained on the way Molly held herself. If he placed her on the edge of an exam table, panties down, ammonia from disinfectant in the air, sheâdâŚyeah, nope. It sounded wrong even in his own head.Â
He shook it, tacking into Sammyâs introduction before heâd finished clearing it. âWeâre here investigating the local disappearances and couldnât help overhearââ
âYou think theyâre missing, too?â she cut him off in turn. Her hands, not knowing what to do with themselves, fisted and flailed, breaking the tissue apart until the sheriff barged forward with another.
His fingers gripped her shoulders tight, but the scowl he gave pierced Deanâs chest tighter again.Â
His burly form, presumed earlier to be filled with donuts and cheap coffee, hinted at muscle and a bite worth more than his bark. Though, âItâs not even nine, darlinâ,â heâd soothed like a giant teddy bear. Voice soft, and a distinctive coo in his thick, southern accent. ââSides. Troy probably lost reception. You know the lakeâs not the best for that.â
And there it was. The coup de grâce. The case was done and dusted before it had even begun, and Dean rolled his eyes. Shouldâve called it over letting Sam insist the omega be forced to sit through their questions.Â
The scene before him was making so much more sense now, and huh, he almost chuckled. Almost. If it wasnât for his conscience and remembering how your hormones had gotten the better of you on more than one occasion.
Dean straightened up and exchanged a look with Sam. Even he was saving face.
Until she said, âBut I heard a hiss,â and they both turned back to her in unison.Â
Alec had seen a vampire with snake-like eyes.
âItâs gotta be Vetalaâs,â Sam said through his own hiss the second the door out into the parking lot had closed behind them. âThe sound she heard. That guy Alecâs statement.â
They may have been out in the open air, but that didnât mean they were alone. Sammy could have waited until they were at least three feet of the door first before rambling about the case.Â
âPlease,â Dean mumbled as he shot his hand into his pocket, pulling his phone out. âI couldâve lit a bunt from the scent alone.â
He clicked the side button and checked the screen, Sam slowing down his gigantic steps to walk in step with him. âSo what? You think itâs nothing?â
There was nothing from you alright.
âIâm just saying, it might not be vetalaâs.â But it was in their wheelhouse. As much as he hated to admit it, Molly, and those eyes of hers, teary and teed with her crisp apple and a familiar popcorn scent, compelled him to.
The way she described the sound sheâd heard fit. It also wouldnât hurt to check things out. His reason, purely selfish, hoping someone would do the same for you if he was the one missing.
âYou need to slow down a little.â Dean stopped dead in his tracks, raising his free arm, case in point. They needed to find out what, if anything, sheâd found looking into the townâs history, and consider there were plenty of other beasties that couldâve taken the folks of Taylorsville. âIt could be a, a nest of vamps. Or aââ
âDonât say werepire.âÂ
âAlright. I wonât,â Dean said. His grin widening to show all his front teeth when Sam scowled. âBut the report did mention fangs and drinking blood.â
They crossed the rest of the lot and the street that lay between them and Baby, all without another word. Dean doing his best to beat Sam across the asphalt, but to no avail. The younger alpha was shutting his door and Dean was altering his lips into a pout as he dragged his slouched shoulders and arms into the car.Â
He started the engine, loosened his tie and unlocked his phone this time, only to find nothing. Zero. Zilch. Unless he included you leaving him on read, and really? No cute love heart emoji or a simple thumbs up?Â
He was in the doghouse alright, and all for trying to do his jobâthat he didnât get paid for. He didnât even want to take this case.
âEverything. okay?â Sam asked.
âYeah,â Dean said, eyes still glued to the screen. âBut my sack wonât be in a few days.âÂ
He shoved the stupid thing back into his pocket, gripping the wheel and pulling Baby out into the street. âYou sure you wanna claim Eileen?â He was lucky she wasnât his soul mate, least he knocked her up first heat, like Dean had with you. Then heâd feel his pain.
But Sam snorted. Shook his head. He had nothing to say on the subject, choosing to concentrate on his own phone. Sending a message or two to Eileen no doubt even though they were only five minutes away, if that.
Dean grinned at the flush on his cheeks, that telltale throat-clear, but it soon soured. She could send a stinking message and check in on Sam. Where were you?
The second they arrived at the motel, Dean had removed his suit and tie and stepped back out the door, leaving Sam to borrow Eileenâs comb on account of the hair.Â
Yeah. The joke only lasted so long, his face contorting as he dialed your number and waited for you to answer.Â
On the fourth ring heâd leant against the brick exterior, the rendered finish clinging tight to his jacket when heâd adjusted himself through his jeans. His balls, itchy at the thought of you tearing him a new one, your tone calm when youâd answered with his name.Â
âHey.â His eyes closed as his thumb and finger let go of his crotch. Gripped his phone a little tighter in the other. âMiss me yet?â He chuckled.Â
âI miss Baby more. Your son wants waffles.âÂ
âOh, yeah? I suppose he wants ice cream, too?â The kind with the chocolate chips and caramel swirl you always had him buy on the way home from anywhere.
âMaybe,â you hummed. At least you werenât tearing him a new one, but he did shuffle his feet when you asked, âHowâs the case?â with a little more bite.Â
âAh,â he ran his hand through his hair. âA guy and his son were reported missing while we were in there. They havenât come back from a camping trip.âÂ
His voice wavered. His breath had too when you hadnât replied or made a sound, for that matter, so he continued. âThe mate called it in while we were there. Heard a noise.â He pulled the phone away to check he hadnât lost the connection, adding a, âSweetheart?â when he was certain you could hear him.Â
You were there all right, sitting at the library table, books spread out in front of you, your fingers rapping the pages of the one on your right. He wasnât on his way home. Which meant another day or two that you had to share him with a bunch of strangers.
âIâm here,â you said. âIâm justââ Please ditch the case and come home to you now?Â
You couldnât say that. You couldnât do that to the omega whose child was missing. If Dean and Sam and Eileen didnât help, who would? Itâs not like there was anyone else. Another hunter? The sheriff theyâd been dealing with?
Yeah, right? Thatâd be the same as you taking on the case.
Your phone buzzed in your hands, jingling because Dean had hit video and was trying to connect.Â
You couldnât look at him at first, facing the screen to the ceiling as youâd sat back in your seat. Head, hitting the velvet cushioning of the libraryâs armchair as the heel of your hand swiped over both eyes and the tears that were trying to break free.
âWhat is it?â he said, but he knew. He wouldnât have turned on the video or asked otherwise if he didnât have some idea.
You raised your hand, shifted the weight. Dared looking at his face through the sting. Only to find his gaze averted, as yours had been when you did. âWhat do you want me to say?âÂ
âI dunno.â He sighed. âBe mad. Lay it on me, âcause I deserve it.â
That was just it, though. He didnât. He never did. Never had.Â
âYouâre doing your job,â you said, which hurt more than the yelling heâd asked for. âCanât help that people in Kentucky need you. Youâre the best, right?â Your lips tugged into your cheek at the compliment. âIâd know. Iâve seen it firsthand.â
Of course, you hadnât meant it like that, but it was another blow to his chest.Â
He was an idiot not understanding it until then, or maybe he had, heâd just overlooked it. Wouldnât explain the dragging of his feet, though. He couldâve called you the second heâd left the sheriffâs office. Couldâve done it in the car with Sam, but he trudged across the parking lot to continue the call out of earshot when he and Eileen stepped outside.Â
âI am the best.â He huffed. Let his ego overtake the ache. âBut I ainât Dick. You know Iâll always come home? JustâŚnot on the clock.â
And that was the problem, wasnât it? He was leaving you there for days at a time. What if there was an emergency?
He shook his head. Heâd gone down that wormhole before without success, and look where it had got him then? Whacked in the head by some skank-ass witch, which wasnât the best thing to be doing when your eyes scrutinised his every move through the glass.
Man, he needed to think about maternity leave or whatever they called it for the other half not carrying the kid. Might not get paid, but his job sure came with some quirks nuking bugs couldnât provide.Â
âI know... Itâs just the appointment, and,â you chucked to yourself. The revelation was clear on your face, though it took some prompting to get it out of you. âIâm sick of oats,â you said. âThought about taking myself out to get waffles, but it was a bit of a squeeze.â
His alpha had snarled. Wanted him to yield control for the rest of the conversation, but that wasnât what this was about, and Dean had to remind them both. âHe wants waffles that badly, huh?âÂ
âAnd fruit,â you whispered.Â
âI thought we got some last time?âÂ
Dean tilted his head as yours bowed down. Like that was going to help him see your face better. âSânot fresh,â is what he thought he heard, but youâd swiped your cheek again with your free hand and he was now looking at your ear.Â
He waved his arm at Sam, who was trying to gain his attention from over by the car. Brought the phone up to his own ear, which wasnât the best move on account of your crying being louder, but he could hear you. Saw the little changes in your body when he used your title.Â
âLook at me,â he commanded, pulling back to meet your eyes and the tremble of your lips.
âOnce we check this place out, Iâm coming home with or without Sam and Eileen. Just hang in there while we look for the kid, alright? I canât leave until I find him.â
Maybe after this heâd hang up his colt, metaphorically speaking. Heâd still keep it on him as he would the one under the war room table, the one in his dresser, and the one heâd hidden in the stroller. He just wouldnât go searching for things to use them on.Â
But what the hell would he do? Actual retirement? At least hunting meant he was earning the karma points needed to continue using his credit card, and most cases were cut and dry like this one.
They had three missing, a general location thanks to Eileen and Molly, and a certainty they were dealing with Vetalaâs, which he found out on the way to the campgrounds.Â
âCheck it out,â Eileen said to Sam from Babyâs backseat as she handed her laptop over to him. âSecurity footage, three towns over.â
Deanâs eyes snapped to her in the rearview, but they returned to the road quick smart when his firstborn went over a large pothole.Â
He cringed for the rims heâd just replaced. Smoothed his thumb over the worn leather in apology. He needed her in top shape for when the time came.Â
âWhat kind of footage?â he asked, refusing to avert his eyes back a second time, trying to get his head back in the game. He smelt the excitement in Eileenâs scent. Heard the frantic little taps and clicks Sam was punching into the trackpad.Â
âAh, eyes match, and thereâs two of them.â
Seriously?Â
You bet he chanced it, looking to Samâs lap, only to find it to be true. Two chicksâ faces zoomed in with slits for pupils.Â
âA couple of snakes step out of a liquor store, and you find âem?â He glanced over his shoulder then, running over another pothole, too, and yet, he managed a wide grin. âYou got a third eye now?âÂ
It took a moment for Samâs mind to catch up with his hands. His, âDude,â overlapping Eileenâs boastful, âYeah.â But that didnât stop her palm colliding with the back of his head.
âI think she gave me a concussion,â Dean said as he rounded Baby, hand, cradling the back of his skull. His other, sending you another text, albeit slow now that theyâd arrived at the campgrounds.
The reception was terrible, damn trees, and Sam may as well have said jerk when he piped up, âServes you right.â He was getting hit in all directions today.
âShe hit me,â he said, letting his tone convey a little too much.Â
âAnd Iâd do it again.â Eileen nudged him.Â
Itâs like theyâd been hunting together for years. He just needed something to match his usual bitch. Something feminine. Something thatâd get her off his case when she looked over his shoulder at the words heâd typed, waiting to load.
âI love you, too,â she said, and Dean shoved his phone away. A smirk pursing his lips.Â
âAm I not allowed to say that to my mate?â He opened the trunk and reached for his duffle, packing everything he could think of.
Silver knives, bullets. âDeadmanâs blood?â Sam gave him a quizzical look when he tucked the syringe into his jacket pocket. Was everybody scrutinising him today?Â
âAlecâs account said vamps.â He shrugged, pointer finger running along the blade of the machete he picked up last. âYou know, you two are made for each other?âÂ
He shoved the blade in his bag, tugged the zip one too many times, and dammit, he really was growing soft.Â
Your body wrapped in his robe filtered through his head. Your thighs wrapped around his. Finding out he was gonna be a dad had been a treat.
âHave you thought about pups?â He looked over his shoulder.
âPups?â Samâs eyes blinked like he was trying to take flight with them. Hadnât even bothered to interpret for Eileen that time. Lucky it was a singular word, and his scent had spiked enough for her to understand the secondhand embarrassment.Â
Dean even tried his own sign, winking, pointing and moving his arms through the air in the general shape of your bump. âYouâd look good. Canât guarantee any kid of his would be small, though.â
He patted Sam on the shoulder, flung his duffle over his and shut the trunk. His boots crunching over the dirt and grit as he left the lovebirds to deal with his wake.
The campgrounds were quiet, save for that. Very few campers about, judging by the lack of other vehicles, making Troyâs red pickup stick out like a sore thumb.Â
The plates matched. Little fingerprints lingered on the matte finish. The respective remnants of its ownerâs scent tickled his nose, along with traces of Mollyâs crisp apple and popcorn from the unborn pup.Â
But there were no signs of a struggle. Doors locked, ground, clean. Aside from dents in the mud at the side of the gravel from two sets of footprints, one large, one half the size of Deanâs, nothing was outta place.Â
Back in the bunker, things wouldâve been normal, too, if it werenât for Deanâs text.Â
The message heâd sent two hours ago. I love you? He never sent you messages like that, let alone said those three words on the daily. It was a rare occurrence. When you least expected them, and yes, that was also now, but it also freaked you the fuck out.Â
Was there something he wasnât telling you? Did he expect the hunt to go wrong? Had something already gone wrong and the vetalaâs were messaging you on his behalf to keep you from searching for him?Â
You closed the book youâd been reading. Deciding it wasnât helping after all, you wandered down the hall to the laundry room to wait for the load to finish. That always made you happy. Well, not quite. Washing and drying clothes was rather tedious, but for your mate and your son, it made things a little easier, especially with the dryer jingling Greensleeves as you arrived.
You grabbed the empty basket and pulled the hatch open. The warm air hit your cheeks, while Deanâs old flannel threw hints of cologne and motor oil at your nose.Â
Youâd added it to the freshly laundered jumpsuits and pup-sized socks and vests to scent them. One of your bras, unwashed and sweat-lined, tangled in there somewhere, too, for the same purpose.
You breathed it all in. Your family. Your pack. If only you were all here, Sam and Eileen included.
You huffed at that. More of a hiss on account of the tears forming just below the surface. You had to shake your head. Concentrate on your laundry. On pulling out the little pieces of clothing. The one-piece now in your hand.
But the little elephants spouting water out of their little trunks into their little buckets were so sweet. All made ten times worse when you tucked the little arms back in the right way out. You could only fit three fingers in the openings. From neck to toe, it was no longer than your arm stretched out, if that.
Your fingers scrunched the fabric. So much for nipping the crying in the bud. Your eyes were now full to the brim and overflowing down your cheeks.Â
You needed Dean. Needed to talk to him, have him hold you, breathe him in. But he was there, and you were still here, andâwhat if something really had happened to him this time? Worse than Baby getting totalled? Worse than getting jumped by a witch?
He wasnât with the sheriff now. He was trekking through the fucking woods, hunting those things from the damn book.
What if he came home, and it was just his skin? Because they stole corpses according to Hindu mythology. Yeah. Youâd read that lovely detail.Â
Would it have Deanâs eyes, or would they be snake-like? His smile or a forked tongue? His appetite?Â
You chuckled to yourself at that. You were being ridiculous, but how could you not? Heâd never mentioned vetalaâs before, although come to think of it, maybe youâd seen a flashback of one with all his other memories of ghosts and werewolves, and that was the problem, wasnât it? The unknown.
Dean (and Sam and Eileen) chasing after some creature youâd vaguely heard of.
In Taylorsville, Dean hadnât heard jack.
The whole place was quiet. The kind where you could drop a pin or, in his case, cock the hammer of his colt and disturb nothing.Â
That click was music to his ears, grounding to have its solid mass in his fingers.Â
Yeah, he wasnât hanging this baby up. Itâd been with him through thick and thin and he would carry it into fatherhood. God forbid he was wrong and his son presented as an omega. There was nothing wrong with that, it just meant more dicks like Dick to keep away from his family.
He nodded at Sam, then Eileen behind him, twisting the tarnished handle that had to lead to the basement.
Heâd say it hadnât felt a humanâs touch for years, except it had. If the three individual scents carrying up from the darkness hadnât done the touching, their targets sure had. But where the hell were they?
All he scented were two alpha males and one child. Four, five maybe? No older than Ben had been when he first met him, smelling like strawberries and grass, which, great, all accounted for, but Dean still frowned. The place was still too quiet, and hints of them being too late laced the air.Â
âWhoâs there?â a croaky voice called out from the depths and three clicks, followed by three streams of light from three flashlights, moved in its direction.
The sheriffâs son-in-law was a shell of the man in the photo he and Sam had seen at the station that morning. His face and neck, bloody; fatigued eyes, wide in alarm. His skin, pale, shaking, on edge, and the poor bastard had every right to be. Because if Troy was frail and beaten, his son, Jonah, wasnât faring so well. Neither was Gavin.
The young pup sat between both men, his shoulders slouched. Were his hands not tied behind the chair, heâd have toppled over from the weight of his head.
âGet the lights,â Dean said and lowered his gun, racing down the stairs with little thought of the consequences. Lucky Sam got to them before he ran into the pile of crumbled bricks at the bottom.
âHey.â He stooped down before them, slugging the weight of his bag off his shoulder; pushing through the stench of death to scan their bodies for more injuries than the obvious puncture marks. But the father-to-be died a little on the inside when his fingers slipped up to feel for a pulse on the young pup, only to find nothing there.Â
Jonah was ice cold, and so were his eyes.
He got the steel grey from his mother and grandfather. Skin tone, forehead, nose, but his hair was like his fathers. Neck, matching his fathers, too, with bruised skin and dried blood that had once trickled down.Â
âMy boy,â Troy mumbled, eyes looking straight at him in questioning. Â
Why did he have to be the one to break the news?
Deanâs voice was almost as quiet as Troyâs had been when he said. âIâm sorry,â before taking the opportunity of Eileen, kneeling beside him to look away. It didnât block out the fatherâs cry, though.
Troy wailed like he was fighting to breathe. His sob, drawn out, sounding more like an animal than that of an adult male. Not that anyone in that room could blame him.Â
Dean had seen his sonâs heartbeat on the monitor at Dr Cameronâs office at every appointment. Heâd recorded it on his phone once and had shown it to Sam and Eileen on more than one occasion. Â
His son was healthy, tiny, kept safe from the world in your womb. In the bunker. He was yet to walk orâŚor talk, and Dean loved him more than life itself. Yet here was Troy, and Jonah was right there, having done all those things.Â
He couldnât say or do anymore than he already had, which was only made worse by Sam clearing his throat.Â
âDean?â Samâs top half leant in through the passenger side door, just as heâd done the night before at the bar. Only now the lights flickering were fluorescent under the cover of the tin roof. The noise from trucks passing by replacing the country drawl of a jukebox. The occasional car doors slamming shut and engines turning on and off. âYou coming?â he asked.Â
âYeah.â Dean forced a grin, loosening his grip from the wheel and the keys, still in the ignition. Of course, heâd insisted on driving.Â
He flexed his fingers and knuckles. Only for the twang to reach all the way up his arm, further inflaming the bad joint of a busted shoulder. But seven hours later, he was still here, right? Nothing to complain about. His son was still in your womb, safe, presumably happy. Dean knew he would be. Plus, he had the whole world ahead of him. A mom and dad. Aunt and uncle.
Eileen was already at the automatic doors when he slinked out of the car, Sam now halfway across the lot to join her, thank god. He hadnât let up on the sideways glances since the cabin. Not that heâd said anything, but there were still eight more hours ahead of this before they got back to the bunker. If he could push through as planned. Â
He dragged his feet across the lot so he could fuel himself up. Hit the head. Message you, or call if you were still awake.Â
The automatic doors opened in front of him, and he stepped into the air-conditioned chill. Bright lights, impeding on his vision, not that he needed the wake up call. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw Jonahâs or heard Troyâs sobs.Â
How cliche.Â
âYou got the gas?â he said to Sam as he passed him by the counter. He didnât stick around to hear the answer, bee-lining it to the restrooms, feeling the weight of Samâs stare on his back once again.
He was quick to shut the door behind him. Quicker to grip the sink and lean over the porcelain, letting out a sigh before splashing cool water on his face. If he were home, heâd take advantage of the pressure and seep under the shower until the heat ran out. Snuggle into your nest after and just lie there with you all day long.Â
By the time heâd moved to the urinal, he had his phone tucked between ear and good shoulder, waiting for the dial tone like any other call. Didnât bother him he was mid-stream when you answered, the gravel in your voice and the rustling of what sounded like sheets did.Â
âHey, sweetheart. Did I wake ya?â He tried his best to be casual, but even he could hear his breath in the microphone. Weighted like his heart and blood, thrumming away through the swollen tissue, thinning out when he heard your sweet hum.
âYeah,â you said, âWhere are you?â
âJust outta St. Louis. Stopped for gas.â
âAnd dinner?âÂ
It was a little late for that, but, âYeah,â he lied, âSamâs grabbing us something.âÂ
He leaned forward to push the last of the stream out, short bursts giving it away. Not that you shouldâve minded with all the interesting things heâd learned about your body these past few months. âJust wanted to catch you before you fell asleep,â he said.
His brow creased as he shook. Tucked himself away and redid the buckle and fly, âWonât be stopping till we have to fill âer up again.âÂ
âBut thatâsââ He pulled the lever and flushed. Boots, traipsing across the tiles and patches of wet, slapped in time with the sharp clicks filtering into his ear as your fingers slapped the keyboard.Â
He gave you a second, turning on the faucet before he butt in. âSeven hours?â
âGoogle says eight.âÂ
âGive or take.â He got the worry, he did, but it was hard to sympathise with his own plight given the circumstances. Had to remind himself you donât know the details, because you didnât, heâd purposely not told you. So, âIâve done this a thousand times,â he said, choosing to placate. He couldnât deny his cheeks warmed at the thought of you doing so.
âBut you need to sleep.â
âAnd you need me home.âÂ
He smoothed his hands over his jacket, finally wrapping one around his phone as he let the door swing shut behind him. âUnless you changed your mind or something,âÂ
âOf course not,â you rushed.
âThen Iâll see you in the morning. We can go out for waffles,â he said, but his grin faltered. Just hoped his shoulder would hold up without you figuring out heâd dislocated it.
It was still tender as hell. The painkillers heâd taken before leaving Taylorsville had helped with the ache until they hadnât. Each slight turn as he drove down the deserted highway, bit at the joint.Â
It had gotten so bad that his exterior no longer fooled Sam. By the time they got to St Joseph, on the state line, heâd had to relent the wheel over to him in St. Joseph, which, great, meant an even longer drive, but it also meant heâd left himself to his own thoughts.Â
What little sleep he got was filled with Jonah and his fatherâs cries or, even more creative, were the visions of his son and you mourning him.Â
As morbid as it sounded, he was perfect. His life, perfect. In his dream he had your eyes and hair colour. His height too when his head played with reality and make the kid shoot up taller than you. He went to college, had a girlfriend, a sister, who looked just like you. and though Dean didnât know their names or their age gap, none of it mattered. He just knew he wanted it all.Â
By the time the Impala had slowed and turned up the incline leading to the bunker, the sun was rising beyond the trees of the next.Â
âWell, night,â Sam said, hand on Eileenâs back as he walked her down the hall towards his room, the omega turning back to wave at him. But rather than follow them to yours, Dean slunk to the kitchen first, noting the books and half drunk tea sitting on the table.Â
He checked the fridge and pulled out a beer, opened it and scanned the rest of the inside.
Milk, eggs, bacon. There were probably more things you needed than those core ingredients. Youâd want yogurt, no doubt, and he slapped them all on his mental list as he sauntered to the pantry.Â
You were sick of oats. Check. Some more cereal wouldnât go astray. Candy, potato chips, you would say no to, but no doubt sneak when you thought he wasnât looking. âExtra chocolate,â he muttered.Â
Heâd leave you in charge of the fruit and vegetables, but everything else was on him. No thinkingânope, sounded wrong, but you werenât lifting a finger, physical or otherwise.Â
Heâd take you out for waffles when you were ready, take you shopping if you were up to it. Try to call Cameronâs office and if they were open, see if he could still see you come Tuesday.Â
He had a lot of making up to do. Had so many things he wanted to say to you, so why was he still hanging âround in here?
âSheâs sleeping,â his alpha said. âNeeds her rest.â
But he needed you, too.Â
He shifted the grip on the bottle, fingers clasping the neck as he stepped out into the hall again with quick strides to your room. Heâd grab some clothes, take a long shower, then be back in time for you to wake up.Â
As stealthy as heâd been at the cabin, he opened the door, shutting it just as, careful not to let the hall light in for too long.Â
The outline of your nest and more solid body, moving under the blankets, crystal clear in the darkness. Soft snores filtered through the air.
He moved to the dresser on the side, pulled out a fresh pair of boxers and a shirt and was just about to creep out again, when you whispered his name.
âWhere are you going?â you said next, your voice filled with more gravel than it had before.Â
âShower.âÂ
But you sat up, went as far as shuffling over to the edge of the bed and flinging your legs over before he could come round and sort you out. âWoah, woah, woah.â He chuckled. His huffs raspy from the early hours. âYou donât need to get up.â Though you stood anyway.Â
Well, you tried.Â
You were pushing yourself up one second, only to give up and hold out your hands like a pup the next. Â
Dean tilted his head in resignation. Grabbed hold and lifted against the pull of his bad shoulder.Â
One wince and you were shoving at his jacket over wrapping your arms around him or whatever else youâd had in mind, but Dean grabbed you. Hooked them âround his waist as best you could give given your bump. Smiled into your hair then, breathing you both in and squeezing tight.
âWelcome home.â You leant back and pecked him on the cheek.
His, âThanks, sweetheart,â whispered against your lips.Â
He tasted you. Nipped at the delicate skin. Soon had your mouth open just enough for him to slip his tongue inside and appreciate you more. Remnants of tea, with a touch of sweetness, balancing the bitter, while your apple surrounded him. Chocolate and citrus tickling his nose. Little man even kicked a hello against his stomach.Â
âHey,â he drew out. âHope youâre giving your mom some rest.âÂ
âPlease. Heâs yours.âÂ
âYeah, he is.â His fingers slipped under your shirt to tease the smooth skin he found. Felt the warmth, reveled in the simple touch, grounding himself, appreciating being home. âMine,â he rumbled.Â
âYours,â you said again.
It hadnât even been a week, short by half a day, if he wanted to be technical. But it felt like a lifetime. Like youâd been standing here, still as a statue, waiting for him to bring his sorry ass home for this moment alone.Â
Heâd die happy now, or relive this on loop. Then nothing would ever harm either of you, because youâd be always there in that spot..Â
You were his world, and the pup, his boy. He was exactly where he needed to be to stay safe.Â
Thatâs when Jonahâs face blessed his mind again. Those steel-blue eyes, cold and absent. His were stinging real quick, taking thought and pain away from his shoulder as he tried to compose himself.
Of course, you felt the change in his scent before he let the first tear fall. Your hands pulled tighter to his back, mouth pulled back too to look up at him to where he least wanted it once more.
You said his title first. Moved on to questioning him with his name. âWhatâs wrong?â Your brow creased with confusion, almost hurt, and shit, no, he needed to fix that before the worry set in.
âItâs nothing,â he mumbled.
âNo itâs not.â Your thumb came up and swiped at his cheek. Hand cupping his face, until he layered his own on top, pushing his thick fingers through the gaps, and gripping tight.
He squeezed and dropped it. Kissed and soothed to make amends. âLet me just take a shower and Iâll come back and join you.â He nodded, but your head was shaking.
âYou go to that bathroom and Iâm coming with you.â
âFive minutes. Donât wanna mess up the nest.â But you tugged on his arm and dragged him with you, and what choice did he have?Â
Wasnât about to play tug-o-war with his pregnant mate. He didnât even bother to play the hesitation game, kicking off boots, jacket and jeans, shuffling closer to you. He needed you just as much as you needed him right now, and he was gonna take it.
Without words, you opened your arms up to him as he often did with you once youâd settled yourself. Patted the blanket youâd layered over the sheets.Â
Did you want him toâ?
It took him a moment, considering his bad shoulder and your belly, but he laid down on his back in the end. Remembered you found it more comfortable using him as a pillow these days, and he was okay with that..Â
âThanks,â he said for the second time, drawing you in as his body relaxed its load.
He settled his head into the pillow. Felt the press of buttons from a flannel on his scalp, right where the bump was, but ignored it. The spike of disappointment in your scent had him twisting in search of your face instead.Â
âHey. Whatâs wrong?â His tone, similar to the coo Sheriff Aldrin had used on Molly.
âYou donât want me to be the big spoon?âÂ
His whole torso shook with his snicker, hand coming over to rest where heâd felt the last kick, stretching the muscle, but smoothing your skin and insecurities before they grew. âWhen heâs born, Iâll let you do it whenever you want.â He dipped his chin lower, voice too, lips searching for any contact with your skin. âBut this way, I get both of you.âÂ
Your mouth moved to meet his on that. The trail of kisses infuriating when you were right there.Â
Beer still on his tongue, the road, oil, Babyâs vinyl in his scent, along with something he was avoiding, had been since heâd called you in St. Louis, but you didnât ask.Â
You wanted to. Be the anchor he needed. Let him vent all his frustrations from the last day, the whole week really. There had to be plenty of things bothering him and you being difficult with all your little whims and anxieties wouldnât have made it easy to voice them. Heâd been your rock from hundreds of miles away, and now he was home? You werenât letting go.Â
Yeah, it was selfish, but when he twisted more, brought his body to his side, draping his leg over yours, wrapping his chest around your tummy, you just melted. His touch. His warmth. Youâd missed him so much, hence all the craziness, the attitude, god the attitude, though he never complained.
You smiled into the kiss. Dared shifting your thigh when you felt him twitch against it, and Dean groaned, chest rumbling straight to your core.Â
His lips pulled back with a wet clip, hand jumping from your stomach to cheek to caress it. âYou tired?â he said, but you shook your head.Â
âI should be asking you that.âÂ
ââM fine.â He swooped in again, lifting the leg over you only to raise it higher at your hip. The tip of his knot tickled your skin through the thin fabric of his boxers, and, âMissed you,â he said.
Your heart raced at those words. âI missed you, too,â you breathed into him, fingers and palms squeezing where they rested until he nudged you to your back and your whole being clung to him.Â
But it was awkward. Your head, suddenly light and aching. You closed your eyes, but that only made things worse, head spinning like you were falling off the edge of the earth, and nope. Nope, nope. You couldnât do this.Â
You pushed yourself up, forcing Dean to retreat to his knees. What a way to ruin the moment. Your, âSorry,â coming the second you felt his hand brushing away the hair that had fallen over your face.Â
âHey.â The bed croaked beneath him. Probably had when youâd sat up as fast as you had, too, but your mind had been stopping yourself from puking. Your throat was certainly disapproving of the sudden movement, and, âNo,â his alpha came through.Â
He flicked on the bedside lamp, and came back, pulling you into his lap sideways, shoulder be damned. Youâd freaked him out, you still were, and he damn well wasnât going to sit by and hear you apologise.Â
âYou okay?â he asked. His arm doing its best to smooth down your thigh, shoulder joint aching from his lean across the bed.
âYeah. Just dizzy.âÂ
âOn your back?â No wait. This sounded familiar. Some complaint from Lisaâs sister Jenny.Â
You nodded, head nuzzling into the crook of his neck, exactly where you belonged. Your hair tickling his mating gland. The soul mark beneath his clothes tingling with it.Â
Part of him wanted to continue. Taste you like heâd been gunning for. If he was pleasuring you, he wasnât talking about his feelings. If he knotted you, youâd be content to lie with him while he continued to hold you.Â
The other half didnât want you doing anything physical, continuing that not lifting a finger notion heâd decided on in the kitchen. He was definitely trying Doctor Cameronâs office as soon as office hours sprung on him for his own peace of mind.Â
He glanced down at his watch and checked. Not quite six.
âHow is it now?â He cringed the second the words left his mouth. âYou feeling better?â he said against your temple, which, worse, though little Dean was down, at least, having not roused that far.Â
Your scent still spiked, warm in interest, though. âBetter,â you whispered. âCan IâŚcan we try something else?â
And Dean smirked at that, chest rumbling with his own content. âCâmere.â
It was awkward as hell, but he fell backward, body off centre, and somehow with a little patience, he lifted you enough with his bung shoulder, turning you and setting his feet at the pillow end of the bed. Lucky heâd ditched the boots.
Unlucky, you caught the frown.Â
âYouâre hurt.âÂ
âIâm good.â He pulled you into him, mouth making another move as you came down, hoping to douse the newest upset he sensed bubbling to the surface.Â
His arm slung his hand up and over to hold your neck in place, brushing through your hair, gripping where he could. Fingers on your cheek brushing away any chance of tearsÂ
But you pushed back. âWhere?â you said, staring him in the eyes as you began pressing your fingers into his chest first.Â
âRight shoulder.â He sighed, his own grip dropping to your knees on either side of him. You were peeling his flannel, him lifting enough for you to remove it as he gave in and further explained. âTook a fall in the fight.âÂ
Cat was outta the bag now.
âYou got them?â Your body perked up, but you were apologising in the next breath when he hissed.Â
Your finger had gotten right into the muscle and it burned hot, worse than it had when Sammy had popped it back in.
âYou drove like this?â you said.
âNot all the way.â He stilled your hand, gripping tight and moving it over his heart. âIâm fine âmega.â
âWhat happened?â You weaseled out of his grip, about to hop off his lap, too, before his fingers dove into the edge of your waist.Â
The flesh was more supple there now, more soft and perfect if used as a handle. Heâd use that anger and make you submit had he not been cautious already.
âWe found the missing and ganked the snakes,â he said flatly, but even that was the wrong choice.Â
âDeanââ
âDont.â He swallowed. Loosened his hold and tapped your soft skin. âDonât, sweetheart. The kid died. He was gone by the time we found âem, and IâŚI wasnât thinking straight.âÂ
Silence fell between you, both looking away, much like youâd done on the video call. You biting your lip in thought, he presumed, and him, concentrating on your scent.Â
The apple, the pupâs bitter chocolate, was nothing like the Aldrinâs. You were you, and Molly, Troy, Jonah, they were them, a world away in Kentucky.Â
âI put myself in the guyâs shoes on the way here,â he admitted. âIâve seen it all before, but this one guy, heââ
âYou put yourself in his shoes?â
âYeah.â His cheeks puffed out when he pursed his lips. Heâd swipe at his eyes, but you were already doing that for him, holding both sides of his face and placing a tender kiss. âI know I wasnât there, but I also know you did all you could. Came home.â
You paused longer, receded back, making sure he was looking you in the eyes. âYour son needs his dad.âÂ
And he didnât need you to tell him that. He knew it. He also knew what he needed to do. The idea of hanging âround the bunker more, at least until the pup was born, springing back to mind.Â
Heâd enjoy you both, keep you company. Take you out for waffles or whatever else. In between all that, heâd build up the courage to deal with another case, because thatâs all this was. The hardship of losing a victim, one whose familyâs shoes he stepped into, nothing more.
He raised his head, captured your mouth and brought you back down to him. Every frustration, every thought and care fueling his movements, his desire, his rush just charged by need.
âWould you be okay if I stuck around here a little more?â He dropped his hands back to your exposed thighs, smoothed your skin. Nipped and sucked in between.
âOf course,â you said, and as if his heart was waiting for your approval, it raced and brought a new warmth to his chest. âWeâd like that very much.â
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Well, this one has been a long time coming (for me)! I almost put Dean through a little whump in this one (punctured lung and concussion), but changed my mind and stuck with the original direction. We donât need no drama before the pup, just nice, happy families âcause this is somewhat of a fix-it after all.
I have no preview this week, I just wanted to keep the format so you get the pretty little next time without the snippet... But next up, loads of fluff is planned with nursery building and preparations, maybe waffles? Give the damn omega her waffles!
I'm hoping to have it out on June 27th
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