#trisstalker

scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and catching up on all the things happening in their life that they never told me

using that information to daydream about all the moments I've missed. to have more data about them to make my fantasies together feel even more real. to envision myself next to them in that picture, knowing it's where I deserve to be....

Is it possible to be transstalked and trisstalker? (ㆀ˘･з･˘)

'Transid Rights' with the transID flag

'Transrace' with this leaf trace flag

big three flag, no text, with the most well known 🗺 flag, ☠ flag, and ζ flags

@4/\/\ with this adelian flag

'Trisstalker' with this trisstalker flag

'Tranzharmed' (transharmed) with the transharmed flag

I think my dream stalker would be a man, either with a dad bod or athletic build, or somebody kinda scrawny like or otherwise average. personally I don't like supper buff men, they just look.. idk, I just don't care for a man built like a shit brick house, I think it's cuz I like softer builds and physical feelings. but I'd definitely adore someone strong enough to hold me close and not let go, even if I struggle.

definitely with hair long enough to grab onto, and someone very needy or more emotional then you'd expect.

i wouldn't want someone who'd dox me or share my information, I'd rather they collect it for himself and be smart enough to not make it obvious who's information it is.

I'd adore someone who follows all my accounts, and screenshots them just in case I delete them later.

someone who'd know all my favorites.. you know.

orange day lilies, white tulips, babys breath, white menzies baby blue eyes, bright yellow daffodils, madonna lilies, white and red roses, etc...

rose quartz.. learning.. black red blue.. otters specifically river otters.. specific childhood stories.. you know, learn why I adore things and what means the most to me...

my my, I wish I had a a stalker... I mean he actually is really just a man who loves me to much to be normal about it...

maybe he'd let me stalk him back... probably cyber stalking him and his friends, show him I know him better.. that I can find anything he wants me to...

someone who'll be parasocial and would actually tell me how he feels, and he'd wanna show he loves me.

I wouldn't even care if he'd follow me, physically stalk me as I hangout with friends.. cause he's just making sure I'm safe...

him taking photos of me in various states of dress or activities.. he's just capturing me in a form so purely me, it's fine..

or him 'doing what he wants' to me.. it's fine, it's just that he loves me way to much to hold back.. him apologizing and crying and begging, all needy, just for me. so sweet.. I couldn't hate him for not asking first, he just loves me to much and wants me to feel it..

so here’s some shrine tips and ideas (when I remake my shrine it'll include theses!)

photos (school pics, group, etc etc.).. this is a bit obvious but your supposed to worship your darling, many gods had their image created and shown so you can worship them!

dried favorite flowers, favorite candy wraps, etc etc! Show their favorites, show that only YOU know them well enough!

wooden / clear figures / etc. at least I’m personally planning to buy a few figures that I think show me and my daring! (++ points if you paint them to look exactly like you & your darling!)

poetry, book pages, etc! Anything that’s sooo you and your darling!! Even if it’s romantic pages or obsession!

prayer like or worship things (I can’t think of words :p). Set up candles, alter, etc!

trinkets of their hobbies/interests! Keychains, figures, etc.

hair, clothes scraps, etc. whatever directly theirs you can get!

a notebook to write down their favorite things. Remember you should know their favorite things, all of them

keepsake box. Keep their hair, teeth, clothes, etc in it. Or items you find of theirs!

stuff you make as gifts, it is great to have a backlog and gifts!

if you can sew (or buy a plush), you should make/buy a plush of their favorite animals & sew/buy cute little clothing to look like your darling! Or even better, both of you! So you two can be little cuties together!

their Religion stuff, this is a bit more ehh tbh, but personally I plan to keep other religious imagery in my shrine cuz my darling is religious, and I’ll follow it too cuz he’s my darling and my world!

PHOTOS PHOTOS PHOTOS. Any of them, even if it’s a bit, weird how you got them! If your friends get the pics, well what amazing friends! And great for you too :D

if you have clothing like theirs, or like their favorite clothing, then I’d say sacrifice that clothing so you can have a replica of your darlings clothes! Especially you just can’t ruin their clothing.