Dec 30, 2025
I think one of the most frustrating symptoms I get (from multiple disorders I have) is memory loss, or general memory issues (ex: memories blurring together, getting past events out of order, false memories, etc)
I can't trust my own memory anymore. Like, that's terrifying, but people act like it just makes me stupid. If I tried harder to remember surely I would, right? If I just journaled or kept notes or did some other fucking thing that gonna cost even more energy when I'm already tired all time, surely I'd be fixed?
I forget so much these days. I can tell that I forget it, but I don't remember what I forgot.
I know that it'll get better, I know that I'm just in a rough patch, but like, holy shit man.
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