#transmurdered

 𓏏𓏏  alternative transmurdered flag

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transmurdered — a term for those who identify with being, feel as though they should be, or feel as though they should've been murdered

transserialmurdered — a term for those who identify with being, feel as though they should be, or feel as though they should've been killed by a serial killer

transspreemurdered — a term for those who identify with being, feel as though they should be, or feel as though they should've been killed by a spree killer

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*Me being TransMurdered*

Also me the second someone moves "weirdly behind me:

realising i'm transmurdered is definitely. Something. like ok im already suicidal but im also paranoid and a masochist it never occurred to me that if with just the right thought process i could just mix all those parts?!?!

Im also already attracted to the idea of someone, my partner specifically, doing things to my corpse after my death; it just did not occure to me that what I really wanted was for someone to kill me and find it attractive. idk, the more I think the more im figuring out that the Attractive part is secondary/unconnected to the fact I wish I was murdered.

It's fun, my friends dont even blink an eye about it because as I've already mentioned im a known freaky suicidal masochist lol if anything this is just the logical next step. the life leaving my body as I slowly bleed out, or falling in agony from a poison, or my eyes rolling back in pain, being stabbed and staining my clothes and my murderer and the floor red with my blood. at least if I go I should make it interesting.

this reminded me I used to daydream about someone murdering me and how i'd help them stage my suicide. just a note to self. lol