Jul 10
Iโm kind of interested in having a programmed side system but I donโt want to be traumatised and stressed out to make it happen :(
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Iโm kind of interested in having a programmed side system but I donโt want to be traumatised and stressed out to make it happen :(
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can i get affirmations for transramcoa and/or transdid?
helloooo anon !! ty for the ask , affirmations for youuuu เฌ( แดอ แดอ)เด
you& have Dissociative Identity Disorder and you& should never believe otherwise .แ your& plurality / systemhood is valid and real forever , and your alters / headmates are valid and real forever .แ your& experiences with DID are valid .แ your& symptoms of DID like dissociation are valid .แ
your& experiences with RAMCOA are also completely valid and real . donโt let anyone tell you& otherwise .แ your& mind has been programmed and controlled .แ
Everyone get MORE radically yourself NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
make me worse! go on, hit me! hurt me! beat me until i'm on the ground!!!! neglect me, make me beg for you to stay with me!!! make me mark myself for you, call me pathetic for giving in so easily!!!! im always yours, forever and ever!!!!!!!!!!
Ask box is officially open. (*ยดโฝ`*) We can give advice, resources &. tips on general programmingโ Specific programs are selective as to if We'll be able to help or not. Lalalaใ
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TRANS/ โThe Homelander" // Project Odessa
(transprogrammed / transmentality / MUD(?))
Identifying as the way homelander was psychologically and physically tortured during his childhood and teen years through Vought Lab ;
traits
- urge to isolate
- intense attention-seeking / love-seeking
- dissociative behaviour
- loss of identity
- prone to outburst or aggression
- involuntary age-regression
- tendency to mask behavior to create a โperfect facadeโ
- dehumanization
- higher or complex ego
This user may wanted to experience the training and isolation or may not want to have experienced it; this identity means what it means to the User. No strict rules are set! โฅ๏ธ
A bit random but mini tip ! If you need to do something (lets say chores) deprive yourself of necesities (only if safe) until thw task is completed, idk it gave me euphoria.
-White Lily
How do you know you're transRAMCOA or what the term is? I really relate to this blog, in more ways than not. It just confuses me a bit, maybe because I see so much of myself and I've never really known who me is, haha ๐
honestly if you relate to this blog, you probably are! as with any identity, if you find yourself wishing you were that identity then you very likely are that identity in some way.
though none of this is required to be transRAMCOA, some questions I would ask are:
what's your relationship with dissociation? are you already a system?
when you imagine yourself being programmed does it feel validating?
what's your relationship with abuse, do you desire more?
do you have a desire to be made to do tasks against your will? do you wanted to be owned or used by someone you view as a superior?
answering yes to these questions would make it very likely you identify with the label.
I'm guessing since you struggle to know who you are, you do experience dissociation. this could very well be a validating path for you, it certainly has for me. if the label benefits you, then you are that label and can seek resources/ways to affirm your identity as that label. knowing you are transRAMCOA could be a label that helps you define your connection with your inner identity(ies)!