#trannyissues

using trans friend's leftover t gel n feeling great about it

my voice has gotten a little deeper I think!!!! (whether that is bc of my bonkers smoking habits or due to the boy goo is to be left up to you)

me and girlfriend of six years broke up :(

(might genuinely be the best thing to ever happen to either of us tbh like trust me on this one fellas I am NOT bf material)

I have been thinking... about men...

downloaded Grindr n Bumble

waltzed with TWO men!!!!!!!1! (wtf type experience) (I'm very bad at waltzing stoned)

look I am so serious when I say I have zero experience with men whatsoever like I have been on that lesbian grind focused on women and eating carpet for so long I don't even know where I am or what's happening within me

like why have I lost complete interest in women

ex gf already has large and visible hickies

i'm not even mad, that's just a little crazy to me

but like, when is it my turn to be a whore

why tf is she immediately seeing this pretty poly trans girl

i ain't even mad because we met and sis is chill as hell. like I seriously vibed with her. I'm going to a party of hers later

but like damn. you not even gonna take time to process? ok.

good for her I guess, whatever keeps her going.

I keep meeting people which is awesome but I can't decide whether to introduce myself to friends/ potential fuckbuddies as Vincent or as what is now becoming my supposed "dead name". sigh. i go by Vincent on Grindr tho.

PEOPLE KEEP FLIRTING WITH ME AND IT'S FREAKING ME OUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO REACT

but I'm socializing a lot more and its super fun and I love it :) tho it is a bit exhausting. but very much worth it bc I love people <3

like seriously. I don't know what to do about men. i hang out with girls and girl adjacent nonbinaries. maybe some questioning transmasculine folk. I'd love some masc friends, but I gravitate towards the femme crowd because it's what feels more familar to me.

Man I wish I wanted to date girls. I'd be like so good at it. I love being friends with them.