I kind of feel like I have to be like more 'modern' and 'chill' I guess in the way I speak when I'm in spaces with my sourcemates?? Because I like don't want people to be scared I guess and I just want to show them I'm not dangerous, you know? Because even if in my timeline I did nothing villainous I guess, in other people's eyes I'm still a villain at first glance, so I feel really uncomfortable around my sourcemates even though I'm lonely and want interactions.
But now that's just my normal way of speaking I guess and it's wack. I've only been here a few months and I've changed so much already. And I can't tell if I hate it or not.
I can't tell if this makes any sense or not, and honestly I'm just rambling at this point. So yeah I'm sorry aha
-a Tom Riddle soulbond/fictive/I don't even know
