#tolearn

This felt like a lifetime ago, but here we were outside in the cold at a shopping center training/socializing Mona when she was a wee peanut.

 I had to go through everything in order to learn" - Martin Scorsese

Do you relate? I relate. Living with the struggles of living with what I later learned was a disability, I had to go through what I did. We can spend a lifetime 'striving to learn' about us.

The more connected with my struggles I was, the more connected with myself I became, the more I was okay with me. But it has taken years to think about things differently. Striving to learn doesn’t happen overnight.

I was broken

The more time I spent time in my head, the more I became comfortable with 'me.' When we work on ourselves, with our brokenness, we allow ourselves to mature, and to grow, as we begin to see the world through a different, a less broken lens.

Society is built on trust

Society is built on trust, and trust is built on truth. Without truth, businesses, government systems and our relationships would crumble. Truth allows us to make informed decisions, to build trust in others, and to hold ourselves and others accountable. It is the foundation of our moral and ethical code.

The truth is necessary

Telling the truth is necessary for just about everything, for personal growth, for building trust and relationships. The world needs truth tellers. As Margaret Mead once said, "Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world; indeed, it's the only thing that ever has."

It is important to tell the truth

It is important to tell the truth and act with integrity. The truth sets us free, lies simply keep us stuck and will eventually change the way we are able to live our lives. Karma acts as a boomerang, and it comes back.

There is an infinite amount of fish in the sea, because the number is subject to perception! You can count how many fish there are in a pond, but because of nature of the sea, the fact that you would have to catch every fish once you have counted it, you can't dertermine a concrete amount of fish that are in the sea, they are constantly evolvng, constantly multiplying, and constantly moving. As so do possibilities in life. Your realities are infinite, becaus ethere are infinite amount of outcomes, triggers and present moments, that you cannot fully, consciously perceive ervy possible outcome, unless you were a being existing on a higher dimensional plane, where it is able to comprehend while remaining grounded in the centre, many, if not many infinites, at once. So you may ask how many fish there are, in a precise, to-the-milisecond space/time vaccum, but you cannot possibly ask the open ended question, of how many fish there are in the sea. Which sea? Which fish? What does 'many' mean to you? These are the type of tedious but crucial questions you must ask yourself, before all else. This is what shapes your perception on reality. This is what shapes who you are. This is what shapes how to choose, what you choose, and when you come into alignment to make that choice. Once you have chosen, you are. In the devine flow.

And so. That is One of my many answers. Which each comes from one source. Each steming, looping back to the same one concept. Which is this concept? Why is it there? Who put there? Why are you learning this? Why are you reading this, still? There is something that you are sensing, aware of, know of, but don't yet quite remember, or perhpas know but shy away from, what is that thing? Reality Bender. What is that thing? It is you. Only You. Always has been You.

Don't try to pin yourself. Or place your thoughts into a box. To get stuck in a certain way of thinking for the rest of your existence. Open your mind up. See beyond the lines. The net. the colour, light and shadow. See into your own truth.

The Basis of reality, is that everything is. Swirling yet stillness in possibility. Until you reach out and touch it, until you make the conscious choice to bring it, welcome it, align it into your present reality, presnt way of being.

There are infinite ways I could have answered your question. And yet, I answered it as I did. Why is that? Why is this message so specific, so perfect, before I have even completed my sentence? Why do the words flow so perfectly, the ideas, the concepts. Why?

Why am I here?