} Ā Ā Ā //  ⨳ ā SEND š TO HOLD MY MUSEāS HAND; Ā ā Ā wraith .
heād known from the start that he was in over his head.Ā Ā But just how farĀ had he sunken into this terrible mess with Mila and the algorithm? ... with his desperate turn to the black market augmentations in an impulsive, short-sighted effort to escape SyndicateĀ eyes? ... and with his too-elaborate plan to topple the Repulsor Tower and to insert himself into the Games, right under the noses of the very people who want him dead?Ā No, Crypto wasnāt in over his head ā heās practically dug his own grave.Ā
With every match he survived and with each moment he spent biding his time among the Legends, he could feel it: the beginnings of six feet worthĀ of dirt trickling down on him and piling atop his skull.Ā That same thickheaded skull to which Ms Tik often delivered a firm but gentle whack!, accompanied by rolling eyes and that exasperated sigh of āsmarty-pantsā she gave whenever he gotĀ too cheeky with her.
She had been worried for him when heād gotten into the Gamesā database and when he took down the Tower. She understood his intentions, understood it was necessary if he wanted a chance of ever reclaiming his life and his innocence āĀ but could he handle it? sheād asked him over a letter cleverly disguised across adverts in the Apex Gamesā email service. He sensed that maternal distress even in split, discreetly coded messages: her covert plea for him to consider his life above the pursuit of justice.
āTrust me,ā heād written back the only time he was able, just before he departed to Talos. āThis wonāt be the last time you hear from me. Iāll be all right ā I always am. Mila and I didnāt learn resourcefulness from just anyone, did we? You're not going to lose a son.ā
āIāll see you again soon...Ā Family forever.ā Heād signed off then with a simpleĀ C, packaging the encoded letter into the innocuous survey response that Mystik had supplied him. (It had been linked in hex code,Ā hidden away within the banner image on the advertised site that sheād set up for their temporary communications... Mystikās strays had to get their cleverness from someone, indeed.)
Heād survived this long. There was nothing left for him to lose.
And yet, he finds himself wondering more and more if this was a mistake, after all. Heād known, when he first hatched his plan, that he had no chance to wrestle his way into the Apex Games through the qualifying tournaments. Even with fresh tech driven into his skin that would let him see anything in the arena, heād had no interest in trying his luck against the likes of McCormick and Newcastle. And of course, he thinks to himself bitterly now as he grits his teeth, digging calloused fingers harder into the rock above. How the hell would he have survived qualifiersĀ if it's a piece of loose pavement that's going to send him to a pitifulĀ death?
He thought heād become good at running, if nothing else. And run he did throughout this entire match, falling further and further behind Wraith and Pathfinder as he ducked into side paths and crammed himself into tight cracks in Lava Cityās cave walls. (He nearly suffocated there as he waited with bated breath for Bloodhound to scurry past, hoping to God that his EMP had fried their trackers enough to mask his trail. But at least heād escaped the fate of being speared on their knife.) His detour took him, once heād squeezed himself out of the rock wall, next through whatās left of the crumbling Capitol City. In hindsight, he shouldāve known better ā Capitol is neverĀ empty.Ā
Heād swerved into the ruins of a nearby building to avoid coming under fire and clambered down into what he knew is a still-intact level bridging the west and east of Capitol over the rift that split the city in two, with bullets streaking narrowly past his head...
And heād tripped over uneven cracked cement and tumbled down a sharp incline, straight down towards the molten pit below. By some luck, in his twisting and his clawing at the ground above, his fingers found purchase amongst the broken rock and metal. He was stupid, so stupid...! Of course sheer luck was the only reason heās made it this far. Itās the only reason heās still alive now, hanging on for dear life with bleeding hands as he curses his own idiocy.
Glass digs into his palms and the underside of his fingers, the heat rising from the magma below hot on the soles of his dangling feet. Heās not going to last much longer.Ā Crypto clenches his jaw and screws his eyes shut as his grip, damp with sweat, loosens ā and the block of cement gives in to his weight, crumbling away from where it attaches to steady ground.
As it turns out, life isnāt what flashes before your eyes when gravityās sending you hurtling, at 50 metres per second, down towards the molten rock bubbling thickly below. Unless life was nothing but regret: all the opportunities gained (too few) and all the countless more heās lost; all the failures (too many) that haunted his restless dreams, those same dreams that blur nebulously into his early waking hours; Mystikās smile and the warmth of her hand against the back of his neck; his motherās face...
Something snatches at his hand, wrapping his wrist in a vice grip and wrenching him up against the inevitability of gravity. CryptoĀ gasps, the air fleeing his lungs as his weight protests the impossible counter-force. His shoulder flares hot, threatening to pop his arm out from its socket, and he thinksĀ he hears himself shouting as he swings to a stop in mid-air. Thereās a roaring from somewhere above him, one that deafens even the blood thatās rushing through his head. Accompanying it is aĀ strangeness ā a potent and insidious energy unlike anything he knowsĀ in this world. As he sways dangerously above scalding heat, his mind shrieks with fear, thrashing helplessly against whateverās opened up above him even more than it protested the fate that waits for him below.
But instinct surges above the blood surging hot in his veins and head. Crypto latches on without another thought, curling fingers tight around the sudden anchor and grasping hard.
As soon as he finds his grip, heās jerked up towards that terrible potency, and something heavy and dark andĀ cold swallows him whole. His stomach lurches as heās dragged forward, up and down, thrown about, weighed down and crushed beneath the pressure of the space thatās devoured him, pulled in every direction all at once. He forces his eyes open, through the swelling tears, to flashes of blinding white and blue shimmering through the blackness. The dizzying reality around him swirls uncontrollably, familiar and yet shapeless, without form ā
And then he topples face-down into cracked ground, his arm burning and chest heaving for air that wonāt come. He pushes himself up with his uninjured arm, forcing himself up onto his back with a gasp as his lungs finally learn how to breathe again. Heās alive. He squints up into the sun, his eyes burning as they rekindle a briefly-lost acquaintance with light and colour.
He thinks heās dreaming it at first. But as he lifts his head, his blurring vision shifting back into focus, he sees it clearly: a still-lingering void, murky and shimmering between his eyes and the skies. As soon as Crypto catches sight of it, the portal vanishes, leaving nothing but a cloudless afternoon blue above.Ā He lets his head fall back, wincing as his skull hits the ground with a hard thud, and heaves a sigh.
Thereās a stinging burn in his torso. Crypto looks down to see the jagged, dark tearing across the front of his shirt and the skin of his chest. He presses a metal-padded fingertip against the wound, wincing as it comes away slick with blood. At least a half a centimetre deep.Ā The steel in the reinforced concrete must have caught onto flesh and sliced him through in his tumble.Ā Teaches you to look where youāre going next time!Ā a voice snickers in his hazy mind, tossing a mane of red hair in its wake as it retreats again to the back of his head.
It takes a minute or two. But the throbbing in his temples and the beat of his thundering heart finally slows as the adrenaline of near-death ebbs out of his system. As the thrill bleeds away, every scrape and ache flares to the forefront of his consciousness. His chest is on fire, his arms like lead and his right shoulder almost certainly dislocated. He tries, experimentally, to flex the fingers of his right hand... and realises heās still clutching tightly to Wraith, his thumb and fingers encircling her wrist in a tight, still-trembling grip. Cryptoās eyes dart up to hers, mouth falling open as he searches, dumbly, for the words to form some sort of apology.Ā
Finding none, he glances away, loosening his fingers quickly and making to tug his hand out of her grasp. But, too caught between the fogginess of blood-loss and the agonising throb of his entire body, he doesnāt quite manage to free himself.
āS... sorry,āĀ he mumbles, turning away to peer dazedly towards the edge of the crevasse heād narrowly avoided dropping into. Heās not so sure what it is that heās apologising for. Finding himself separated from the squad when heād spent too long easing his drone into unexplored territories, searching for some place or something that screamed āSyndicate secretsā? Nearly taking the most pathetic exit from the Games possible? Or making her chase him all the way out here to make sure he didnātĀ take that fall?
... Right.Ā Ā āThank you.āĀ He drags the back of his sleeve across his upper lip, wiping away the damp of sweat. Hopefully that, and his gratitude, will be enough to distract her from the shame burning red-hot in his cheeks. He lets out a hollow chuckle, squeezing her hand dazedly, and blinks over his sleeve and up into the skies.Ā Ā āI was... I ā I guess I was being an idiot, huh.ā