#timeposting

This blog was made so I'd have a space to talk about my mental health. However, I'm starting to get better :) Currently, this blog is mainly just me talking about my day, with plenty of philosophical and ''old man yelling at cloud'' posts. Proper introduction time! My most used online name is Bread, but Mutt is also one that I really like! I'm a mixed, autistic, perisex, queer trans guy. My pronouns are he/it/ce/paw/pup/star. He/him are the most important pronouns, followed by it/its. The rest are in alphabetical order, please use them all!! I'm a (gender)queer guy, my queerness is about 50% of my gender if that makes sense. I'm also ace and ambiamorous, but I basically just identify as queer. Ask me about it if you have any questions; my DM's are always open to anything! As I said before, I'm 17 years old, I'll turn 18 this year. Don't be creepy to me because of my age please. I'm autistic. You'll probably notice this due to the way I speak, talk about my interests or analyse things. I will study religious sciences in a few years :) I am also chronically ill and disabled. I have chronic pain, IBS, endometriosis, PMDD, my stomach valve doesn't properly work, and I'm hypermobile to a fault. There are also other things "wrong" with my body, but those are the things that have names. I have struggled with MDD, disordered eating, self harm and suicidal ideation since my pre-teens; however, my relationship with food is about 90% on its way to being perfect, I'm sh free for a bit more than 3 months, and I haven't been suicidal in a couple weeks. I'm in remission for my depression as well. I currently take fluoxetine (20mg per day, orally, I take in the morning) and it's helping with all of this. Talk to me whenever please, I'm awkward as fuck, but I do like it :)