nicky. any pronouns. 19. madly in love with @bagelcult. i'm a fanfic writer + i have ocs too + here's why i keep saying desmond hume is a trans woman. 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
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nicky. any pronouns. 19. madly in love with @bagelcult. i'm a fanfic writer + i have ocs too + here's why i keep saying desmond hume is a trans woman. 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️

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Today’s affirmations: i can be trusted with situation comedies. I will not overanalyze situation comedies. Situation comedies are meant to involve comedic situations. that sitcom from the 2000s is not a psychological drama.
every conversation with me:
currently liking the character so much that all I can do is pace around my darkened house saying "they make me die"

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Your friend’s unpublished fic idea is kind of a dead wife
i also want to read this guy’s dead wife
sometimes u headcanon a character as a sexuality but then also ship things that contradict that. sometimes you ship things you would NEVER EVER want in canon. this is because these things are fun and silly and not legally binding.
torture the character some more. put her in her worst nightmare and don't let her out
despen is actually so uptown girl coded
penny being the "uptown girl" since she was born wealthy because of her father ("uptown girl, you know i've seen her in her uptown world")
and desmond being the "downtown man" because he is in the lower working class ("and now she's looking for the downtown man, thats what I am")
"you know i can't afford to buy her pearls" can symbolize desmond's inability to provide for penny
"but maybe someday when my ship comes in, she'll understand what kind of guy i've been, and then i'll win" being the way desmond joined the boating race to prove his worth to penny
just some random thing i've noticed because i love this song and i love them lol
when the setting/location in a story is also a character in itself

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Is your blorbo trans fem in your mind
Yes
She should be
Most likely
No
everyone be quiet. marsha with her snoopy.
Queer joy detected!
oh yeah no don't worry about it everything will be fine AS LONG AS you perform this task you KNOW is irrational absolutely perfectly every time it comes up, and as long as you can keep that up everything will be fine and if you stop trying or if you fail something catastrophic will happen and it will be all your fault and sure you know that it's impossible to keep this up forever but you're technically capable of doing it for now regardless of the incredible toll it's taking on you and as long as that remains the case wouldn't it be morally unconscionable to stop trying?
Desmond Hume may not have OCD but his time on the island sure gave him the full experience of it. and for Round 2, back at it again and this time with the added realism of incredibly disturbing unwanted thoughts that are both traumatizing to witness and seemingly your moral responsibility to resolve!
DO YOU MEAN IT
absolutely i do!
rewatching lost and making it everyones problem ↪ DESMOND AND PENNY HAPPILY EVER AFTERRRRR (4x14)
oh yeah no don't worry about it everything will be fine AS LONG AS you perform this task you KNOW is irrational absolutely perfectly every time it comes up, and as long as you can keep that up everything will be fine and if you stop trying or if you fail something catastrophic will happen and it will be all your fault and sure you know that it's impossible to keep this up forever but you're technically capable of doing it for now regardless of the incredible toll it's taking on you and as long as that remains the case wouldn't it be morally unconscionable to stop trying?
Desmond Hume may not have OCD but his time on the island sure gave him the full experience of it. and for Round 2, back at it again and this time with the added realism of incredibly disturbing unwanted thoughts that are both traumatizing to witness and seemingly your moral responsibility to resolve!

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Started thinking about how in Catch 22 you literally watch Desmond grappling with whether to let Charlie die in order to reunite with penny and ultimately he cannot go through with it. He cannot sacrifice Charlie and let him die just to be with the love of his life, the woman he has been chasing ever since he foolishly let her go, the reason he decided to turn the key and keep living.
And then in The Last Recruit you watch sayid grappling with whether to kill desmond because the man in black told him if he did he could be reunited with his love, and Desmond asks him “what would you tell her when she asked what you did to be with her?” Because Desmond has been in that exact same position and has grappled with the exact same conundrum. And ultimately sayid cannot bring himself to do it either, to sacrifice Desmond and let this man die just to be reunited with the love of his life and that’s what ultimately restores sayid’s humanity and now I feel so ill I need to lie down
desmond hume is really just so Character
yeah hi this is Desmond. we found this weird bunker on the deserted island and cracked it open and found the nice guy Jack met on a run several years ago inside. he's not really normal any more but you wouldn't be either after three years in the OCD Simulator. he's a very pleasant Scottish man who just wants to live his life and love his Penny but unfortunately Situations keep happening. he runs off wildeyed into the jungle and turns back up on his weird little sailboat. he blows up the OCD Simulator and promptly gets a new form of OCD that has him following the strange little former rockstar around, wringing his hands in angst and giving him apologetic looks, and immediately darting in front of him all like "no let me" and doing anything dangerous for him. once that whole saga reaches its tragic conclusion he immediately contracts Really Bad Jet Lag™️ and nearly dies. meanwhile, for him Personally there's this whole subplot throughline about how fear of losing what we love can drive it away faster than the things we're afraid of and how loving and knowing we're loved in return is sometimes all we need to keep going and how love bears all things believes all things hopes all things endures all things love never ends. and how that love just might end up being what gets them rescued in the end. also he has just the most INSANE dad lore. just casually dropping into conversations the time he was a monk or when he did bomb squad for a few months before getting kicked out of the army or sailing around the world. also he has a special interest in the works of Charles Dickens. and his favorite song is Make Your Own Kind Of Music by Cass Elliott.