Mar 11
there have been some normies stalking my blog and saying some rude things. all i have to say is, u mad blud? 😹😹😹 dear normies, i give you THIS FINGERS on my beatuiful hdands
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there have been some normies stalking my blog and saying some rude things. all i have to say is, u mad blud? 😹😹😹 dear normies, i give you THIS FINGERS on my beatuiful hdands
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the woman you love and want to marry secretly hopes someone like you never enters her vision so she doesn't have to politely reject you out of pity while she subconsciously measures your face and decides you arent worthy of love and affection and rationalizes it by trying to find all of the reasons you're "creepy" but no. you're just ugly, im just ugly. admit you coward.
Transsexualism and Will To Death
If we are to accept both gnosticism and Mainlander's "will to death", we must believe that God enacted his own annihilation because in his wisdom he knew that death was preferable to life, and we must also believe that human's carry a "spark" of God within them. The subconscious goal of life is to end it, due to having a spark of God's will within them. Life has gone on for centuries, moving towards extinction. Transsexualism is the bubbling up of suicidality that life has had since it's dawn. Sterilization followed by overdoses and suicides. The goal of the loveless lifestyle of transsexuals is not freedom, but to push oneself to the brink. To end one's own life, maybe it is the euphoria of suicide that causes one's life to retroactively alter itself to push them to feel the release in death. In Nyx's g/acc theory there is a proposal that technocapital's acceleration is causing an influx of transsexualism. As capital eats away and causes the end of the world in which it exists, it is just another symptom of God's postmortem will, perhaps even a seed left behind to consciously destroy what is left of life. As capitalism, technology, and transsexualism, all accelerate in kind, it is not for "technofeudalism", "fully automated luxury gay space communism", or a slime girl utopia. The subconscious goal driving all of these things is euthanasia of the human race, as well as life itself. People often ask "If you're a pessimist why don't you just commit suicide", the correct answer is "we already have".
Above the lack of a lover, the main reason for my suffering is the lack of love for myself, I look in the mirror and feel disgust. I see someone pretty and I like them, if I was them I wouldn't suffer, why do they get to feel happy and I don't. It doesn't make any sense, I deserve it more, I'm better. I am better than the average attractive person, I care more than them, and yet they get to exist without the pain. I need money. Money is the only way to escape this suffering. If I was them I wouldn't be gloating, and yet they get it and I don't. I am the perfect candidate for happiness. I hate their happiness.
It's been 3 years since i stopped going to school when I was a relatively young age. I leave my house once a week when my mom takes me to my counseling sessions. I don't leave my room if someone else is out there. Just seeing another real life human makes me feel uneasy. I've been in counseling so long and it doesn't help. I stopped taking my meds because they're worthless. I don't have a "chemical imbalance", the world is just rigged against people like me. People with sensitive souls. Even when I went to school I was never a part of society, there was always some sort of disconnect I never fully comprehended until much later in life, back then it never bothered me, I've never had interest in sociability. It was only when dating became apart of the equation that I began to feel something, something horrible. Suddenly who I was became an issue. I never cared until then. I was fine being alone when the only relationships available were just meaningless connections. A girlfriend however offers something of value, someone who sees you as you are and loves it, but you only get that if you're attractive and not autistic. trooning out just made it worse, I went from being an unattractive boy to someone who fails at being a woman. That's why I hate people so much, why I hate being around them. They smile and call you a girl, but this is just politeness, it's just a lie formed out of the normie worship of "respect". Don't lie to me, tell me what you see me as and quit hugboxxing me. In an era where you can supposedly be anything you want, I alone see that it's not true. I can't be what I want through the "respect" of others, I can only be what I need through surgery. My only needs to be an attractive woman and to be loved. I want to win. I need to win at lookism, but I'm too much of an autist to get a job to pay for my ascension. I hate the lying normies who think they're "progressive" for lying to my face. I hate them.
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Trans women are the bane of my existence
Your first thought might be "but schopencel, YOU'RE a trans woman! and not only that, you're exclusively attracted to other trans women!". And you'd be right. Those are the reasons they upset me so badly. In the larger community of trans women there is a silent rule regarding sex, which they interpret as love, the rule is "If you let me cheat on you with 30 other people at a time then i'll let you think i love you". This is a highly concentrated form of the modern female mindset, they view actual love as "fascistic", "controlling", and "evil". The modern female fears love because it restricts her "freedom", freedom to do what you may ask? The freedom to be a whore, whether it be social whoring or sexual whoring. They need attention and validation, they don't feel emotion and they'll try to convince you that they do, they'll try to convince you that you're somehow harming them by feeling true love, but they don't feel love, they don't feel remorse, they don't feel a thing but lust. Any connection to their soul has been severed by loveless sex. Seeing someone who feels true love for them, someone who has a soul, it disgusts them, they find it pathetic. They look down on you for refusing to indulge in degeneracy, and if you don't indulge in degeneracy then you aren't allowed to be a part of their little drug den "love" group.
I often fear that the woman who was supposed to be my future wife was subsumed into this degeneracy, the woman who could've loved me, the only one who could, turned into a soulless husk. This world is cruel, and the one's you love may end up being the worst participants in this cruelty. They say they're in love, then you realize everything when you're met with a soulless voice saying it's all off for no reason. This world was designed perfectly to torture sensitive young transsexual women like myself. Women who are condemned to a life where they've never felt the warmth of another woman, never kissed anyone, never even held someone else's hand. Women like me. Do they exist? People like me? I can only hope.
in the TIGTOW commune you can not touch each other, it is a monastery dedicated to the religion of inceldom. I don't care how large any of your penises are or how much you mog. No touching allowed.
It's all about TIGTOW (Transsexual Incels Going Their Own Way)