#thoughtfulbeetlediaries

So today is the last day of September and yes, I have to say that I enjoyed September. If September were to be a person, here’s what I would say to her. Oh, September is a she. Well, for me at least.

Dear September,

My favourite part of September is that, on the 22nd , it is my brother’s birthday. Which means that there will be a birthday cake! You know how I love cakes. I love cakes. I live for them. This year, our mom made him a non-bake nutella cheese cake. It looked super TASTY! but, i don’t know why it tasted otherwise. Well, she said that she will bake him another so that means, more cakes for US! YAYYYYY

Also, my other brother, Aman scored 8 A’s and 1 B (for english hahaha) for his SPM trials. I am so proud of him!!! He even got an A+ for his Add Maths. Genius, I know. I hope that he will get straight A’s for the real SPM.

Not only that, my friend Beatcy got a job as a Cadet Engineer at Sook Palm Oil. She had her internship there and guess she left them a great impression! So B, CONGRATSSSSS!!!!

As for me, hehe I’m still a royal jobless. I sent 3 job applications and none responded. But that is not a problem as I am Fatin Nabila. I AM UNBREAKABLE! 

Oh yes, I lost my beloved sandals. No,I did not lose it. Someone took it from me! But my mom bought me a new one so I am happy.

Also, this month, I learnt a lot of things. Well here’s 5 of them!

1. ONLY YOU CAN HELP YOURSELF.

-this applies on everything. especially on job applications haha. No one is going to apply them for you. With that being said, yes, I will apply more jobs. I shall!

2. CATS ARE HUMAN’S BEST FRIEND!

-We have 10 cats. 4 of them love to hang out with me which is cool. (PS; I have friends, it’s just that they are soooooo far away)

3. CATS ARE DOUCHEBAGS

-no comment

4. YOU CAN NEVER LOSE CONTACT WITH YOUR FRIENDS

-unless you want to. which is fine. no judgement.

5. IT’S OKAY TO NOT FINISH READING A BOOK

-if it is not interesting, why should you continue. save it for some other time. or not at all. your call.

Well September, I think that’s all for now. See you next year. Now I have to wake my friend Jessie.

Thou shall burn in hell. 

Graduate with First Class Honors, be an engineer in Toyo Tires and live with my mama. Well that’s what the old me would say. But I have stop waiting since my final semester because I had enough waiting. Yes, I know I know people say good things takes time but I have not even started it, when will it happen? When will I get all the good stuff?

NAILED IT.

It’s spicy but my mom and I smacked it. She even drank the dregs like it was nothing. But the after taste was a little bit overwhelming HAHAHA. My lips are burning still. Feeling kinda sore. The spicy sore.

Skinny dipping!!! (Bear in mind that I am a muslim HAHAHA)

Also, I want to be like Jillian Holtzmann so bad! I want people to believe in me when I ask them to test one of my designs like how they did when she asked them to try on some new toys she designed to bust ghosts. I want to be good that everyone have no reason to doubt me.

I seriously would. I crossed a lot of thing off my bucketlist. I went to a boarding school, read a lot of books, wrote a few books of stories, I have a blog, went off to live somewhere far from home and my life is great! 

Name – Fatin Nabila

Zodiac sign – Aquarious

Fears – for now I have to say about submitting my Plant Design. One of my teammate is currently being a huge douchebag so I guess it will take her ages to upload her part. 

thing I love – Early morning routine, money and being all by myself

best friend – I have a lot. and there are a fewpeople where I say that they are my bestfriend but actually isn’t. Well, I’m just a normal human being so whatever

last song listened – Lorde’s cover of Everybody Wants To Rule The World

turn ons – tall, great hair (because my hair is always on point) athletic, tad mysterious and has a stable job. Yes, I do have someone on my mind right now but I’m not attached to that person or anything hee

turn offs – smokers? but one of my bestfriends smokes so I’m not sure actually.

Underwear – Aquamarine blue with butterflies printed all over. Haha bet you didn’t see that coming, eh?

tattoo/pierced – Ears. 2 on my right and 1 on my left. It’s a long story.

reason joining tumblr – I answered this before during the 365 days challenge actually. I want to be a part of something and I want to test my loyalty and dedication in maintaining a blog. 

feelings now – Kinda sad actually. Refer no 3. I cried multiple times yesterday. I slept for 2 hours or so. So now I’m feeling kinda drunk from all the extra alcohol my body is producing.

I really want to be better than anyone else. I want to prove to them and of course, myself that I am capable of doing the things that are beyond what people think I can. I do have a goal right now and no, I’m not ready to share it with anyone else yet. not even my mom.

current relationship – single since birth HAHAHA

URL means – one time I read a story, well a short story actually, I borrowed the book from the town’s public library. The story is called, “The Thoughtful Beetle”. The beetle despite of it’s size did something that nobody or in this case, no animal or bugs were able to do before! and yes, the beetle was also very thoughtful. I admit that I am not someone who is thoughtful, so I guess by calling myself Thoughtfulbeetle might change me for better :)

Fav movies – it’s Helen the Baby Fox, Koma, The Brother Bear and The Prince of Persia (which all somehow have almost the same theme, which is doing things that are impossible)

Fav songs – my all time favourite song should be ACDC’s Back In Black

Fav bands – none at the moment.

Upsets me – people who don’t respect me

happy me – being respected and adored ehehe

Attractive in people – hair and skin

someone I miss – my cat Tabby

Someone I love – my cat Tabby

relationship with parents – Mom = awesome, Dad = not so. I have daddy issues.

My favorite holiday would be unplanned holidays.

that would be @adelisasentika and @brihilida

someone from tumblr you’ll date – I’d date @misty-aurora-blue because she seems pretty awesome. And she lifts!

confession – my room is pretty messy right now and I haven’t bath. It’s already noon.

annoys me – lazy people, people who doesn’t recycle properly and dirty clothes

Fav animal – my cat Tabby

My pets - I have a lot. But my favourite is definitely my cat Tabby

I lied about knowing how to speak Siamese. I was 11 and starstrucked! But I do know a few simple sentences duh

currently worries – refer no 3

embarassing moment – oh that and that hahahahaha

Saya ni sekarang jadi orang gaji kat rumah. Kerja la tu kan. Bukan tanam anggur.

Constantly in mind – my future and my past

Habits – holding my hair and picking my pimples. Yes I know that it is SUPER GROSS but I cannot help it.

Future goal – I wanna be an astronaut. 

Fantasize – about being an astronaut

Fav store – any pastry shop, bookstores or DIY outlets. and uniqlo. always

Fav food – rice and ayam masak merah and pajeri terung *drools

done yesterday – Mesin rumput sampai sakit la badan ni. Rasa mcm nak terkeluaq ovary pun ada.

Talent – Not giving any shit on other people’s welfare

Perfect date idea – talking? or maybe a good movie

Celebrity crush – used to be Tom Hiddleston but not ever since he got together with Taylor Swift (seriously dude WTH?) so now I’m channeling my love to Quicksilver. The Evan Peters version, mind you.

Photo of myself – ala just find #thoughtfulbeetlepics you will find me

Fav blog – honeydorot and yousillyjess. both wordpress mind you

No. of kids – 3.

I don’t drink or smoke

I love being friends with them. They are dreamers, doers, believers and thinkers. But most important thing is that they see greatness within me when I don’t see it myself. I am so thankful for them :)