#thoughtfulbeetle

So today is the last day of September and yes, I have to say that I enjoyed September. If September were to be a person, here’s what I would say to her. Oh, September is a she. Well, for me at least.

Dear September,

My favourite part of September is that, on the 22nd , it is my brother’s birthday. Which means that there will be a birthday cake! You know how I love cakes. I love cakes. I live for them. This year, our mom made him a non-bake nutella cheese cake. It looked super TASTY! but, i don’t know why it tasted otherwise. Well, she said that she will bake him another so that means, more cakes for US! YAYYYYY

Also, my other brother, Aman scored 8 A’s and 1 B (for english hahaha) for his SPM trials. I am so proud of him!!! He even got an A+ for his Add Maths. Genius, I know. I hope that he will get straight A’s for the real SPM.

Not only that, my friend Beatcy got a job as a Cadet Engineer at Sook Palm Oil. She had her internship there and guess she left them a great impression! So B, CONGRATSSSSS!!!!

As for me, hehe I’m still a royal jobless. I sent 3 job applications and none responded. But that is not a problem as I am Fatin Nabila. I AM UNBREAKABLE! 

Oh yes, I lost my beloved sandals. No,I did not lose it. Someone took it from me! But my mom bought me a new one so I am happy.

Also, this month, I learnt a lot of things. Well here’s 5 of them!

1. ONLY YOU CAN HELP YOURSELF.

-this applies on everything. especially on job applications haha. No one is going to apply them for you. With that being said, yes, I will apply more jobs. I shall!

2. CATS ARE HUMAN’S BEST FRIEND!

-We have 10 cats. 4 of them love to hang out with me which is cool. (PS; I have friends, it’s just that they are soooooo far away)

3. CATS ARE DOUCHEBAGS

-no comment

4. YOU CAN NEVER LOSE CONTACT WITH YOUR FRIENDS

-unless you want to. which is fine. no judgement.

5. IT’S OKAY TO NOT FINISH READING A BOOK

-if it is not interesting, why should you continue. save it for some other time. or not at all. your call.

Well September, I think that’s all for now. See you next year. Now I have to wake my friend Jessie.

A short poem movie of Angelica Dawn's Hanya Punya Sekarang.

Narrated by Angelica Dawn. Please note that the narration is in Sabahan slang which explains why it sounds a little bit Indonesian:)

Thou shall burn in hell. 

Graduate with First Class Honors, be an engineer in Toyo Tires and live with my mama. Well that’s what the old me would say. But I have stop waiting since my final semester because I had enough waiting. Yes, I know I know people say good things takes time but I have not even started it, when will it happen? When will I get all the good stuff?

NAILED IT.

It’s spicy but my mom and I smacked it. She even drank the dregs like it was nothing. But the after taste was a little bit overwhelming HAHAHA. My lips are burning still. Feeling kinda sore. The spicy sore.