#thisisusedit

YOU’LL LOVE ME FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE I’LL MISS YOU FOR THE REST OF MINE (insp)

We came together in a time of loneliness and addiction, but what if... What if that inner darkness actually turned out to be something kind of wonderful?

Man, that was a hell of a thing you did, knocking on my door that day. Roll all your windows down, Randall. Crank up the music. Grow out that 'fro. Let someone else make your bed. I like making my damn bed, old man. Then you make it. You deserve it. You deserve the beautiful life you've made. You deserve everything, Randall. My beautiful boy. I haven't had a happy life. Bad breaks and bad choices. Some would call it sad, but I don't. 'Cause the two best things in my life were the person at the very beginning, and the person at the very end. That's a pretty good thing to be able to say, I think. I think so, too.

I almost drowned! Did you even care? I tried to get to the deep end, but you never watch me. You always watch them. And you're so busy making sure that Kate's not eating too much and Randall's not too adopted and meanwhile, where's Kevin? Oh guess what? He's dead!

#siblings

This Is Us 2x14

This Is Us 2x14

I haven't been able to stop thinking about it since I asked my brother, What my life would be like if my dad hadn't died. But it wasn't the fire that killed him. It was his heart. I could've gone to the hospital with him. I should've been there.