I've been lived for more than 2 decades, have met so many nice and wonderful people.
So kind... so pure, yet I don't think I ever deserve any of them.
I'm not talking about deserving as a partner, more like, "Did I deserve to meet them?" I've got so many friends, coworkers, families and so on. Yet, there's an empty space in my heart.
"People come and go."
I know and surprisingly, I don't even think when people leaving me, because I know that I'm not a person that worth to stay for.
Until this person arrived into my stagnant life...
I always thought he's a home, as he always remind me of my family, friends and of course myself.
It's been a year... and... I don't think that I can manage to stay. Ironic, isn't it?
He wants me to be like his preferences, which I'm not the one that he prefers.
So the question, is it worth it to stay for a person that wants you to be someone else?
I'm upset that I cannot fully fall in love
