#embers

I guess I go back sometimes,

a form of pulling myself down.

I find myself weak.

I didn't think I could feel

so saturated by something so empty,

but it is hollowing me out.

I could have loved after you,

but something in me never left,

and I find myself with letters from the past

speaking to me

in your voice once again.

I thought I'd rid myself

of nights like this,

but I find myself craving

the pain you left behind in me.

Sometimes I don't care

if it scratches me raw

and bleeds me dry.

I'd lie in embers

and burn again,

my flesh melting into ashes,

leaving behind

what remains of me

as something

you could hold in your arms,

instead of the ghost

I've become.

But I'm left

with the smell of decay.

Rotting,

while the creatures of the night

tear into what remains.

Their lips

are closer to me

than yours may ever be,

but still,

I wish it were your teeth

tearing into me

🩶

I need more Masters of Prophecy.

she feels their pedals sink between her fingers, leaving nothing but dried carbon "Grab these lavender thorns and shove them into my wrists, maybe I'll feel something different" she yells

her liquid runs across her skin, starving for more

she continues to slam those twisted stems into her arms

"oh god oh god oh god, " she repeats internally

wondering how long these newfound scars will take to blossom

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