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comic about determination and hope

part 2

#My adult life has been really hellish and difficult and life keeps fucking me over #for years i withdrew and withdrew and sat in misery and waited for something or someone to come save me #but i realized at a certain point that nothing was coming. not specifically out of malice its just. no one can help if you dont let them #no one really knew what was going on so of course they couldnt help #eventually I had to make the choice to save myself. actively make an effort to make connections and communicate and pull myself out #i'm still working on it. life is still hell atm but things are in the process of improving #its hard to continue to get better and make that effort #this comic is meant to reflex that struggle. a lot of days i really want to just isolate and spiral down again bc it feels familiar and eas #but im trying hard to fight that. no one can save me but myself and part of saving yourself is accepting and seeking others help #anyways tag rant done. this comic has a somewhat harsh tone but its deeply hopeful to me #comic #original art #rot posts #rots art #art #*reflects not reflex sorry my brain doesnt work sometimes lmao

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If you could wake up and instantly have ONE of these things tomorrow, which would you choose?

A spouse/partner (exact perfect match for you, soulmate, etc.)

A house (your dream property, any location of your choice, fully paid off, etc)

One time payment of $1,000,000 (no catch, fully legally acquired, not taxed)

A solid friend group (no drama, dream compatibility, reliable support system)

Your dream job (success in any one area of your choice, complete job security)

One person of your choice dies in a random accident (never traced to you)

Bring one person of your choice back to life (never draws suspicion, no catch)

Become 10 years younger physically (no resulting health issues, no catch, etc)

Become expert level at any one skill (skill cannot be lost, no work to maintain)

Become famous instantly (at whatever level of fame is desirable to you)

Voting ended onApr 3, 2025

(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)

#polls #tumblr polls #For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house #JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications #and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe #country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that #country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here #despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically #TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that #part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0 #Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth #or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather #than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in #a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like #$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make #payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or #something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have #paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone #with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have #to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer #than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them #or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into #why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY #I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like #to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most

There’s that post that’s like ‘everyone should get into a tiny niche fandom at least once’ fully agree, that was really fun -- but I would like to add that everyone should get into a fandom where their opinions run counter to major fanon because it really teaches you about sticking to your guns and trusting your interpretation of the text without having to rely on peer validation

because WHAT are people talking about sometimes

#aka: genuinely sometimes I think I live in a parallel universe and simply watched/read different things #full disclosure it does make you feel like a killjoy sometimes #because often times these fanons will be presented in a silly jokey manner #'oh so silly isn't this character so funny this is just my silly little headcanon'#and it's like yes yes lol lol but ok look me in the eyes and tell me you know that this is #at best only one interpretation of many and at worst simply not supported by the text at all #please tell me you know that #or in one specific example such a ubiquitous joke that is literally a significant theme of the work and i feel like SUCH a killjoy #being like 'ok yes very funny.....you know that was a major theme right?? tell me you know that'

someone save alphonse elric and may chang from a very long suffering year

#fullmetal alchemist #edling #fma brotherhood #fmab #ling yao #edward elric #this is SO LONG but ive had this idea for EVEN LONGER IM SORRY #this is also a complete revamp of my old art from 2023 that was done in like 10 mins #yes winry and paninya are 2gether here #and winry does find this whole thing hilarious #and al finds this whole thing insufferable #I have headcanoned that ed becomes so much like his mom over the years instead of his dad #I know the anime and manga really goes out of its way to make him look like Hohenheim but he's a softie #the playlist for this au is so good #sublime by Sarah Kingsley and the king by Sarah Kingsley carry this #not al psychoanalysing his brother's dating habits based on their mother oh AL YOU GENIUS #I feel like I wanna write this one day but on what fucking time #I put a lot of effort into this for months bc this is all my self indulgent art #I love you soooo much edling #ALSO CRAZY IN LOVE IS IN THE PLAYLIST #this is literally all for me btw #like i made this all for ME #i want to make some art for myself more #after reviewing this i definetely should’ve given ed ling’s hair ribbon #also another headcanon is that ed ends up liking his hair being done up #i like to think he befriends the palace’s staff #i also think it’s very obvious in the art but ed develops a fidgeting habit on his ring #does it whenever he’s a lil anxious or smth and everybody around him is like…that’s so gay….#the idea of ed being a Dead Wife Type is just so precious to me #some of this art is also insp by fanfics specifically ‘haunted’ by tirsynni

A 2mm hole in the world.

#mdzs #wei wuxian #better drawn mdzs #Back at it again with the Disco Elysium quotes and crossovers with MDZS.#I suppose I can’t exactly untangle the two in my head and heart.#Both series gave me the engine to keep my life moving forward. And I will one day make that crossover story.#Stories about stories. Narritives about confronting narritives. Places and people that hold broken memories.#I will urge you again. If you have yet to play Disco Elysium and have capacity for a story that will rock your sense of self-#please play disco elysium. It’s so easy to play it for free (if that makes a different for anyone).#Pitching generational masterpieces aside; I once read a theory about the 2mm hole in the world #Specifically that 2mm holes were often associated with holes in the heart.#Be it metaphorical or litteral - there is something so devestating in the destruction a little hole can rend.#A tiny tear in the world. Tucked away somewhere nobody should go. A place that of rememberance that can only be seen as a place of tragedy.#Perhaps it can also be a person. Tiny and insignificant in the face of a world population of billions.#But you are the hole in the world. A ruinous thing #And in the heart…oh how large 2mm suddenly seems when it is a hole in the heart.#The first death is in the heart. It will always be love that drives us to our darkness.#(Something about this piece…feels familliar…doesnt it?)

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caterina's datamined character description calling her korean-italian and early lucanis designs having him look east asian . i'll just do everything myself i guess

#there's also some things in my mind about illario's ability to pass as an antivan while not really being antivan at all #so he's actually partially rivaini. and how differently he sees his family being treated whereas he gets the privilege of passing #but isn't at all 'antivan' . and while he tries to distinguish himself as being like caterina and her heir etc.#he is Aware of the difference in how he is perceived. i can really make anything about immigrants fr LOL #if you the dragon age fan reading this are korean feel free to give me constructive criticisms PLEASE.#it was all referenced off the 'joseon army' wikipedia page with some da-specific embellishments #oh plus modern styles of hanbok. ok. thats it #and other thoughts from my own background. lol #dragon age #illario dellamorte #lucanis dellamorte #caterina dellamorte #veilguard #my art #edit. slight adjustment because technically gaider has been misquoted #but its still a stupid fucking idea #you cant decide you're including india dressed up as the roman empire and say 'dorian is indian' without thinking of THE SPICE TRADE #NO ONE CARES ABOUT THE SILK ROAD AND CREATING FANTASY EQUIVALENTS ANYMORE

Ford: hey Stan, could you sit in that chair for a moment?

Stan: okayyyy? [sits down in the chair, somewhat suspicious but trusting his brother anyway]

[a machine whirls to life]

Stan: the heck did that just do??

Ford: oh, I just scanned your entire molecular structure! I already did that to Dipper, Mabel, and Soos the day I arrived back to this dimension, but I didn’t do it to you because, well… …anyway, I’m curious as to how many enzymes you have! :)

Ford:

Ford: Stanley why do you only have one kidney.

#gravity falls #ford pines #Stan pines #ford mentions in journal 3 that he did tests on Mabel soos and dipper to make sure they weren’t affected by the portal radiation #and in lost legends he says that on the day he arrived he scanned Mabel’s entire molecular structure #which implies that he did that as part of the tests mentioned in portal 3 #the fact that he knows how many enzymes Mabel has implies to me that he memorized stuff about his family from the tests he did #because knowing a bunch of weird niche biological facts about his loved ones is perhaps part of how he shows affection #he doesn’t mention any weirdly specific details about Stanley in the entry about him in journal 3 #just stuff that is observable from looking at him #which to me makes it seem like he didn’t do any of the testing to Stanley that he did to the other 3 #despite the fact that Stan was exposed to portal radiation the longest #probably because he was mad at Stan at the time #but anyway. after they make up ford definitely did all kinds of tests on him #he did canonically do tests on Stan related to his mind/mindscape stuff #to see how he was recovering from the memory gun and make sure there were no reminents of bill #as mentioned in TBOB #but I feel like he’d also do miscellaneous other tests on Stanley just for funsies #because of the aforementioned “loved knowing a bunch of niche biological things about his loved ones” thing #Stanley pines #stanford pines #original post

Final manifestations for Book 7?

I'm trying REALLY hard not to build up any solid expectations, because I wanna go in ~fresh~! they're already so far away from anything I thought would happen (not in a bad way, I'm just accepting that I'm on Miss Yana's Wild Ride at this point and we're seeing this thing through 'til the end, by gum). so it's nothing too major, but:

they've been handing new crying expressions out like candy lately, I want to see some delicious Malleus tears.

honestly I want everyone to cry buckets. their tears sustain me. the more Silver angst specifically I get the happier I am.

SILVER!!!! 👏 VANROUGE!!!! 👏

just let him have this. the poor boy's been through so much. let him have his big "I'm proud of you, son" moment with Lilia.

I'm 100% expecting Grim's arc (and probably whatever's going on with Crowley) to be its own episode, but a nice hook to leave us hanging on would be good!

a nice hook though, please, I don't think I can take another "Grim is attacking us! now wait eight months to find out what happens :)" cliffhanger...

some Meleanor? as a treat? just a little bit, a tiny quick flashback or something, please Twst I just, I just want to see her again. let her have a little ghost cameo like Dawnathan Knight got. Lilia and his kids are all having their big group hug or whatever and she can gently fade in to be all like

(turning asks off until I'm done playing, SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE Y'ALL)

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 13 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 13 spoilers #one last chance for me to be wrong about everything!#(no it's good i am enjoying it SO much) (just stomping right down on all of my personal like buttons with its whole weight)#(it's just also VERY good at totally subverting all of my expectations)#i don't think we're actually gonna get a permanently dehorned malleus though #just because it feels like an insane thing to remove the most iconic part of one of the most iconic characters of the game #but i could see like...a temporary thing ala raisin vil #or a permanent smaller change like cracks/chips or something (kintsugi horns would be super cool actually)#but i do think it's more likely we'll find some way to keep the status quo re:horn design #if this was the END-end of all of twst then maybe but they still wanna sell merch of this guy so they can't change his design TOO much #i am sorta wondering if he might get a bit of a power nerf though? take him down from ridiculously overpowered to just normal overpowered #idk they made a point of saying the horns were specifically what caused the weather stuff #and the weather stuff has been called out in particular as one of the reasons why mal being so stupidly magical makes him pretty unhappy #everyone's scared of him all the time and he has to actively try not to accidentally kill people when he gets upset #so. idk. maybe it was just a little worldbuilding. but i thought it was interesting they brought that up was all!#me: i'm not going to form any expectations (writes a whole thing speculating on the fate of malleus' horns)#look it's now or never okay #that end of episode rhythmic better be SO cute because i'm already losing my entire head over this

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