#this child

peter parker is a bleeding heart that has to be a closed fist. spiderman is a closed fist that has to be a bleeding heart. peter parker wants to care and love and cherish and want but can't because of spiderman. spiderman needs to be ready to fight and punch and battle and break but can't because these people mean so much to him and he won't kill to satisfy anyone's bloodlust, not even his own. do you understand. do you understand my pain. do you understand how much i love him. do you understand how badly i need to smack someone in the face with a sock of gold

Jjk fans really looked at a depressed, passively suicidal orphan that is bullied by an oppressive system and being raised by a walking manchild and decided that he's a failure.