#thirdyearmbbs

13 , 14 , 15 October '25

I've been studying for prelims .

Got a couple of chapters done.

Trying to do atleast something everyday .

I'm being able to tick of most things on my to do list . Hopefully , the same goes on.

28 July 2025 // Monday

End Semester Exam starts on 30th July.

I've kind of forgiven my self for wasting the weekend , so that I can move on.

1.09.2025 // Monday

7 June 2025 // Saturday

Today was a holiday.

It was a productive and relaxing day !

I presented a case during pediatric clinics yesterday , I sat down and went through it again and corrected the mistakes I made and studied the significance of each thing. I used to miss out small but important things. I calculated the diet and the deficit but didn't write the interpretation , same for anthropometric measurements .

Studied Head to toe examination

Read diet history

Made tables of info that I need to remember

Watched video on seizures

Went to the Gym

2.08.2025 // End of Theory exams 💅

Today's forensic paper went better than I expected .

My expectations were on the negative scale.

I didn't revise well. I slept. Had a terrible dream. Yada yada .

There are these mistakes which I keep repeating :

> shutting down ; letting the stress get to me , honestly idk what exactly it is , I just can't seem to study just before an exam , a week before I'm at my prime. And this is actually what helps me get by. If I fix the issue I have , with faulty revision, I can do better .

> not planning revision ; revision is the most important part of an exam . And I fail to do That well even though I know how important it is .

02.10.2025 // Thursday

Hola

Today was a holiday :))

Had a slow morning ,

Oiled my hair

Cleaned my room

Took a head bath

Then started studying ( revised what I studied yesterday )

Lunch break

Resumed studying

Continued my current fictional read ( The God Of Small Things )

Had a comfort snack

Read on wattpad

Studied

Dinner

Studied

It might seem like I studied a loot , I didn't, there was a lot of phone scrolling .

3 hours of focused studying though ✨️

This breakdown was long overdue , I was avoiding my emotions, one bad day is all it took for me to come down spiraling.

My mental health is at its worst .

I feel like shit .

But I've been feeling like this for more than a week and I feel guilty for not studying .

I'm trying to get back today. Gonna tell My Brain that cleaning my study space is all I need :')

Fake it till you make it 🙂‍↔️

14.11.2025// Thursday

❄️ Day 14 of Winter Arc

Got back on track after 4 to 5 days.

Not all days are super productive and not all days will be, I've accepted that .

I forgive myself for being human and move on.

Got everything except one thing done on my to do list ,which is cleaning my wardrobe .

Things I got done:

Studied PSM :

Rabies

Yellow fever

Leishmaniasis

Hospital waste management

Studied FMT :

Drowning

Walked on treadmill