Over the past few minutes I have reblogged relevant pictures and words. They are probably the most direct way for me to convey everything right now since I am kind of losing the interest to even think about what I feel towards myself and the situation. I figured it was easier for you to just read this whole thing I made if you would still want to know. After all, you are the reason why I started it. I feel like I am going back again to keeping my thoughts caved in this poisonous mind I possess and holding every inch of emotion I get.

Yesterday was Valentine's day and I celebrated it in the best way possible. I spent the day with 4 of the best people I have met and we enjoyed every single moment. Even if we saw countless romantic couples, we were happy and satisfied with each other's company because Valentine's day is about the people you love in general. Truly I am blessed with great friends. I cannot wait for Valentine's day 2015. It's going to be a tradition now.

It’s not that I’m having a midlife crisis or something but I just want to go far away and discover a lot of things and maybe answers I need if possible. I won’t call it an escape since I plan on getting things right afterwards. I just need the distance from everything that has been going on. I wish things would be as easy as it sounds and how the world would go my way for little while.