#theres probably

hi i made a reguri iceberg

眠りの淵は夢の入り口 (Nemuri no fuchi wa Yume no Iriguchi) 後戻りすることだけ禁じ (Atomodori surukotodake kinji) Ah 微かな光たどる迷路 (Ah Kasukana hikari tadoru meiro) 次の世界へと繋がる道路 (Tsugi no sekai e to tsunagaru douro)

混和の中 from the bottom up (Konnwa no naka from the bottom up) 闇に張り付くような call (Yami ni haritsukuyona call) 待ち望んだ影は (Machinozonda kage wa) 君か僕か (Kimi ka boku ka)

導かれてく 目覚め (Michibikareteku mezame) その光問うと (Sono hikari touto) 戦慄よ 扉開けて (Senritsuyo tobira akete)

Oh baby it’s you

無限へと散らばれ (Mugen e to chirabare) 始まりの合図 西へ東へ Ooo (Hajimari no aizu Nishi e Higashi e Ooo) 光に焦がり続け (Hikari ni kogari tsuzuke) 影は今 闇に踊る (Kage wa ima Yami ni odoru)

この声が この歌が (Kono koe ga Kono uta ga) 響きあうこの世界で (Hibikiau kono sekai de) 僕らは一つになる (Bokura wa hitotsu ni naru)

Baby I don’t want nobody but you

Ho, ho, wake me up Thirsty, thirsty for love Wake me, wake me up Thirsty, thirsty

誰も知らない未来へ (Dare mo shiranai mirai e) 手を伸ばしてみる空へ (Te wo nobashitemiru sora e) 全てを知りたい君へ (Subete wo shiritai kimi e) 現実という未知の海へ (Genjitsu to iu michi no umi e)

Ha 繰り返す偽りで (Ha Kurikaesu itsuwari de) 夢を汚し you ain’t got a chance (Yume wo kegashi you ain’t got a chance) 妄想だけ膨らんで (Mousou dake fukurande) 弾け消える (Hajike kieru)

突き刺す 貫く 閃光 (Tsukisasu tsuranuku senkou) 目覚めし 第七感覚 (Mezameshi dai nanakankaku)

百路から悟性を秘めた (Hyakuro kara gosei wo himeta) 一を積み重ねてゆけ (Ichi wo kasanete yuke)

幻のような残像 (Maboroshino youna zanzou) いつまでその中で彷徨うの (Itsumade sono naka de samayouno) 苦しい時に笑って (Kurushii toki ni waratte) ネガティブ感情を解き放て (Negative kanjou wo tokihanate)

心どこまでも 自由になれ (Kokoro dokomademo Jiyuu ni nare) 導かれ 果てない journey (Michibikare hatenai journey) 全てはここから (Subete wa kokokara) その先へ もっと先へ (Sono sakie Motto sakie)

Oh baby it’s you

無限へと散らばれ (Mugen e to chirabare) 始まりの合図 西へ東へ Ooo (Hajimari no aizu Nishi e Higashi e Ooo) 光に焦がり続け (Hikari ni kogari tsuzuke) 影は今 闇に踊る (Kage wa ima Yami ni odoru)

この声が この歌が (Kono koe ga Kono uta ga) 響きあうこの世界で (Hibikiau kono sekai de) 僕らは一つになる (Bokura wa hitotsu ni naru)

Baby I don’t want nobody but you

また永遠を欲しがって (Mata towa wo hoshigatte) 今を見失うのさ (Ima wo miushinau nosa) 必要なものならもう揃ってる (Hitsuyouna mononara mou sorotteru) 全てを超えて 巡り会えるのは (Subete wo koete Meguriaeru no wa) かけがえない存在 (Kakegaenai sonzai)

Oh baby it’s you

無限へと散らばれ (Mugen e to chirabare) 始まりの合図 西へ東へ Ooo (Hajimari no aizu Nishi e Higashi e Ooo) 光に焦がり続け (Hikari ni kogari tsuzuke) 影は今 闇に踊る (Kage wa ima Yami ni odoru)

この声が この歌が (Kono koe ga Kono uta ga) 響きあうこの世界で (Hibikiau kono sekai de) 僕らは一つになる (Bokura wa hitotsu ni naru)

Baby I don’t want nobody but you

Ho, ho, wake me up Thirsty, thirsty for love Wake me, wake me up Thirsty, thirsty

basically like I think I want to be more obviously non-male bc it bothers me when ppl think im a cis man... bc I don't like ppl associating me with malehood and everything that comes with it... but like why should I put effort into my appearance and make an effort to delude myself into thinking I'm being somehow radical(?) because of it? So I don't do anything to change how I look and exist, aka shave makeup clothing voice EVERYTHING, or correct anyone when they assume I'm a cis man, and it feels shit but I don't want to talk about gender!! Or especially my gender!!! at all, its so awkward. and I feel so... not valid (lmao) even being nonbinary, bc I have like a beard and I'm 6'2 and have a dick and I don't even mind having/being those things! But these things make other people think I'm a man so it's like. Irritating. It also makes me feel like im lying abt being nb because personally I don't care abt having those things like personally it doesn't bother me inherently, it's just other people's reactions to it. I don't know if I have the confidence or the energy to try and present feminine because I don't care to myself (literally too lazy to shave)... and why should I hold myself to this afab standard of nonbinary anyways?! (Hot take but you know it's true. Its harder to perform "androgyny" for amab people which is a crock of shit anyway but u know) Like I'm already tired just getting through the days w/out screaming and doing work and being a human person, and I know making some kind of transition would just be even more tiring and honestly I just want peace!!!!+ & all this has been playing on my mind recently and needed to just word vomit it somewhere because I don't really wanna talk about it but just need to put it OUT there in some insignificant stupid way & whats better than this fucking app