#theosexual

retro Christianity seems so interesting you've got an enclave of oppressed, godtouched people using dirt and their fingernails to build a new religion out the ones all around them a group of oppressed brown brothers and sisters finding hope and meaning and community the way they always knew how, with the uncontrollably magnetic center they all gravitate to, the original Nice Jewish Boy whose cult stirs up divine agitation, wild out-of-body experiences experienced by women and people of color also all those orgasmic descriptions of the divine touch like from an outsider's perspective, how punk rock

I am obsessed with the ineffable. I'm obsessed with wild, religious ecstasy. Thanks to the popularity of The Secret History Dionysian altered states are now Played Out, but I'm into Christ's female followers being really into Jesus in that same way I'm into mysticism, man, I wanna be godtouched but, you know, in a punk rock way

pregnancy freaks me out unless I were impregnated by a warrior king of a nearby nation who's hot for me but is unfortunately already married

dilf: deities I'd like to fuck

what I’m into: people who love their gods. like really love them. like would make out with them if they could