#theoneelectronic

I can’t believe i missed this one. I gotta make this the cutest I can. Only for you.

31. In awe, the first time you realized

Chatter was carried by the breeze through the outdoor seating, blowing Klavier’s bangs into his eyes. Apollo smiled as he watched him run his fingers through the hair to adjust the style so he could see. It was peaceful. Klavier mused aloud about the weather and a possibility for rain, while Apollo found himself lost in his appearance.

There was nothing particularly unusual about the moment. Something swirled in his chest as Apollo tried to memorize the sight in front of him. Just a date, like all the others they had during their two months together. Klavier had taken him to some new cafe, away from everything in their day to day live. It was full, but not crowded and shaded by plenty of trees. He looked no different than any other day, same drill styled hair and silver jewelry, yet something about him was more beautiful. 

The sun slipped through the leaves, glinting off of Klavier’s bleached hair, occasionally fading as clouds rolled across they sky at their own lazy pace. Watching the way the corner of his lips turned up around such casual words, and knowing that smile was for him, made it impossible for Apollo’s face to stay neutral. The twinkle that never left Klavier’s eyes as he spoke and how his hands moved seemingly without realizing it were enough to make Apollo’s heart swell. 

“I love you” Apollo breathed out, the words coming unbidden. Klavier’s face lit up as he processed what Apollo had said while Apollo clamped his mouth shut.

Silence fell between them. Klavier had said it after their very first date with certainty and confdence that was almost unnerving at the time. Apollo had smiled and said he didn’t know, but wanted to find out. Somehow between then and now, Apollo had fallen in love and hadn’t noticed. 

“Do you mean that?” Klavier practically whispered the words, as if trying to hold off hope until he got confirmation. 

“Yes,” Apollo nodded, not sure if he was answering for Klavier’s sake or his own. Warmth spread through his chest as he realized that he really did and repeated himself almost in disbelief, “Yeah, Klav. I love you.”

#mothers #forced hospitalization

what musical artists have you most felt connected to over your lifetime?uhhh that’s hard! ive never been very interested in artists as people so like... i’ve identified with music a lot, but i’ve never really known the kind of thought that was behind the music of the artists i listened to a lot if that makes sense?

so by actual music itself, i’ve had a long period where i related a lot to rob thomas’ music (and i still do, to some extent) and by artists i guess i like emilie autumn a lot for being a mentally ill woman and writing about it (but then again shes one of the very few artists i actually... know things about) but her music’s not my favorite to listen to

if you’d grown up in a different environment, do you think you’d have turned out the same?ahahah no. no not at all. if my mom had been anyone else i’d have been forcibly hospitalized multiple times by now. i’m... not as bad as i used to be, but i’ve gotten close to being kicked out multiple times because i was genuinely impossible to deal with because of my psychosis. and then theres that im also trans and gay... im not sure where my stance is on nature vs nurture (nor... am i really interested) but i think its a pretty objective fact that if i went through roughly the same things but while i was in a less supportive environment i would either be a lot worse right now or... not alive!

simon blackquill vs aura blackquilli have a hard time taking simon seriously as a fighter taking into account how she’s canonically a crybaby like... i mean presumably she toughened up a bit in prison, and she canonically has to be pretty strong (breaking her shackles?? also the force with which she slams that desk is a lot) but still i feel like if someone punched her, even if it was aura and meant playfully, she’d cry

aura on the other hand has a lot of pent up anger, but nothing to take it out on. i don’t think aura is very physically strong, and if she was seriously going to fight someone, ideally she’d like to do so controlling a giant robot

The One Electronic from @evandahm 's Rice Boy cosplayed back at Escape Velocity 2019

“We talked about making it / I’m sorry that you never made it” I love this song, and yes it totally fits IPRE! And all the hints at puppetry with the wires kind of hits harder because it’s DnD.

“I’m having trouble in believing / And I just started seeing / Light at the beginning of the tunnel but he tells me that I’m dreaming” These lines specifically struck me as very Lucretia-esque, with the choice she made and all!

Love it, thank you!