Though two weeks later when she came and sat in his lap one evening and said, "Though talking of morality there is something to be said for being hanged as a sheep rather than a lamb," it became quite difficult to remember exactly what his objections had been.
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Lexieās Follower Celebration: @theemptyquarto requested something from the lovely fic that she wrote for me some time ago. Thereās a lot I love about this fic and I was happy to make something. :)Ā
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Content Creator Interviews 2019: Master List (Complete with gratuitous gif of Sherlock looking hot, just because)
As some of you know, early this year a group of people in the Sherlock and Sherlolly fandom got together to conduct a series of interviews focusing on fan content and its creation. The result was twelve interviews, posted over three months, where writers and artists talk about their work, the fandom and show, and their own processes. Iāve finally gotten around to doing a master list of them to make it easier for anyone whoād like to read through them. Check out the links below:
OhAine interviews likingthistoomuch
Ā Likingthistoomuch interviews OhAine
Ā theleftpill interviews kstewmanipulation
Ā thisisartbylexie interviews writingwife-83
Ā ellis-hendricks interviews geekmama
Ā geekmama interviews ellis-hendricks
Ā ashockinglackofsatin interviews sunken-standard
Ā vermofftiss interviews mizjoely
Ā writingwife-83 interviews artbylexie
Ā OhAine interviews ashockinglackofsatin
Ā lilsherlockian75 and mrsmcrieff interview each other
I have this whole vision in my mind now, of Mary being an Enemy Agent with orders (From General Magnussen) to cold-bloodedly seduce Sherlock (Moriarty was supposed to destroy his rep and make him look like a traitor but he failed) but itās too late - heās fallen for a lowly Comfort Girl so sheās ordered to kill him instead but surprise! Sheās fallen in love with Captain John Watson and so she just shoots to wound instead of kill.
Um, I might have given this AU waaaay to much thought. Also Molly totally is the reason Moriarty failed.
1. The ice cream maker. Probably havenāt got that one out in ten years. 2. I have a rack that covers the entirety of the door to the pantry. Which Iām pretty sure was originally intended to be a coat closet. 3. This was tough! But the little rotary Parmesan grater! Based on the combination of frequency of use (the garlic press is more frequent) and fun (the apple peeler/corer is more fun)
The neglected ice cream maker and improvised spice coat check apparatus tells me you strive to be the ultimate host but despite your ambitious plans, your event dinners are a kind of co-ordinated chaos with half the ideas you had left on the chopping block. However, the parmesan grater tells me that your guests have a lot of fun and never suspect a thing because you wield that implement with the flourish of a seasoned upscale restaurant veteran.
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@theemptyquarto asked for Sherlolly andĀ āporcelainā.
āKintsugi,ā he says one day, shoving an article at her, and, unfortunately for romantic gestures, Molly peers at it over the rim of her cereal bowl and thinks at first itās to do with a case; she makes a non-committal sound, curling her foot up to her chest, swaying it slightly to the beat of the music playing on Radio 2.
āItās an ancient Japanese art,ā Sherlock says, pressing,Ā āThey fix broken things with gold.ā
She catches the understanding with a swallow of cornflakes.
āYouāre a sap,ā she says, tilting her head up at him, reaching up after a moment of silence, and cupping his cheek, during her thumb over the arch of his cheekbone.Ā
āYouāll ruin my reputation,ā he teases, turning his cheek towards her hand, his hand covering hers as he kisses the soft pink flesh of her palm.
SEND ME A SHIP/CHARACTER(S) AND A ONE-WORD PROMPT AND I WILL WRITE A 5 SENTENCE FIC ABOUT IT. -- No more please!
So Imma kick it old-school and ask you about "Dignity and Purpose." Because you jumped into AO3 with an *extraordinarily* dark premise and I'd like to know the background.
This begins, as most of my weird fics have, on the old kink meme.Ā This was a prompt made after TRF aired of course, at a point where we were all talking about the striking (and rather sudden) emotion of theĀ āWhat do you need?ā scenes.Ā I realized that I could use the closeness in those scenes to generate intimacy in the story...for a very bad end indeed. (Also, no lie, I was a French major and Iām sure my brain had aĀ āLa petite mortā joke playing around in there too.)Ā It was strange because I generally had a hard time writing Sherlock, but I wrote and edited the whole thing in one afternoon and posted as quickly as possible to avoid overthinking it.
I liked the idea of Sherlockās colder instincts coming to bear in a crisis situation.Ā We know he can be manipulative, and also highly capable of justifying his own behavior to himself.Ā Molly offered to help, he needed her, and then he stopped needing her and she became a loose end.Ā At the same time, I wanted him to have that little moment of temptation, the faint possibility that he could choose differently.Ā Moreover, I thought Sherlock would naturally be thoughtful about creating a perfect crime scene, and thanks to his new understanding from John and Kitty Riley about how he is perceived by the public, would fold that into his thinking about the situation.
For your ātalk aboutā meme, letās do number 31 and go full goth
31: Talk about what you think death is like.Ā
(No lie, this is almost the one I sent to you, but then I was like ānah, Iāll just pick the same thing for everyone because I donāt want you thinking I somehow associate you with death or anything; I overthink everything)
Behind a cut because Iām a morbid Debby Downer and I donāt want to harsh anyoneās mellow.
So I spend a lot of time thinking about death (itās no secret, suicidal ideation has been a bosom companion to me since I was around 8 or so).Ā Iām also terrified of it, because I canāt imagine any scenario that isnāt terrifying and horribly painful.Ā
I was just fact-checking that thing about a huge dopamine release as the brain-meat shuts down, but I canāt verify that from the like five things Google just gave me.Ā But some of what I did just read was not as comforting as I would like it to be.Ā My takeaway is that the process of dying is actually like the shittiest panic attack ever, and the only consolation is that when itās over, you wonāt ever have to worry about another one.Ā
When my grandfather was dying, the hospice nurse was very frank in answering my questions (I made it pretty clear that there was no love lost between me and my grandfather and I didnāt need words of comfort or sugar-coating), but this was like five years ago and I donāt remember a lot of it.Ā I know that in the days before death, the body is like on high alert all the time, and even a light touch can cause the dying person anxiety and physical pain because of all the stuff happening in the brain as everything else shuts down.Ā That sounds like literal, actual hell to me.Ā Maybe some people get lucky and donāt know whatās happening, or they just donāt care because itās coming anyway and theyāve made some kind of peace with it, but I also think this is probably something bystanders just tell themselves to make themselves feel less helpless in the face of it.
And thatās slow death.Ā Quick and violent might not be as bad, but only because itās just not as prolonged.Ā Itās all still pain and terror.Ā
I sometimes wonder about the after; even though Iām an atheist and I know thereās nothing more, I come from a long line of superstitious Germans (with psychic powers, no less) and have had my own experiences with being āvisitedā by loved ones.Ā I can explain it away as just chemical misfires and interpreting events to suit my desires, but⦠I donāt know.Ā Thereās more in Heaven and Earth etc.Ā Humans have limited senses, infinite alternate dimensions, we live in the Matrix, blah blah.Ā
So yeah.Ā I think death is probably pretty horrible.Ā But at least itās final, so thereās that.Ā I mean, that fear of the pain at the end is whatās kept me alive so far (well, that and filial piety, but we wonāt get into that fucked-up can of worms), and I honestly donāt think Iād believe anyone that tried to tell me itās all peace and warmth as the lights go out.Ā