I am frustrated-- I'm somewhere between spiritual and psychological fictionkin, for clarification's sake— that there's almost no one to discuss my home media with in a way that feels reassuring. I feel a terrible need for validation. I think I always have (?) but it's especially obvious now. I want to be known, and I want people to go "My gods, that's The Editor! He's the greatest!" because I am the greatest. Myself, and every other Editor out there, regardless of origin.

A close friend of mine (⭐️ in the case of future reference) is the only person willing to validate me like that so far, and I greatly appreciate them for it.

But I do miss my friends as Adrien. They meant so much to me, more than my family. The computer was the only place that felt like home. Now I’m back as a human and it feels wrong. TL;DR | I’m homesick in more than one ways than one, and I don’t like it. - The Editor, & Adrien Woods (new anon) #💽🪭