#the ending...

pairing — yeonjun x gn!readerㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤgenre — angstㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤword count — 437

it feels like you're on a never-ending roller-coaster, and it's beginning to make you feel sick. it's confusing, you don't know if he likes you back or if he's just playing around with you. you just want to get off of it and feel normal around him.

he gets a kick out of flustering you. it makes him feel confident, gives him a bit of an ego boost. he playfully flirts, teases, and compliments you. he likes seeing your cheeks heat up and hearing you stumble over your words, which gives him another thing to tease you for. sometimes, you can't help but wonder if the things he says to you are true, if he really meant that god awful pick-up line.

but then you push those thoughts away when you hear him laugh when he's done messing with you.

that's right, he didn't mean anything he just said, he was just messing with you.

but, you can't help but feel jealous when you see him walking down the street with a girl you've never seen before. it makes your stomach churn, it's wrong to feel jealous, he's not yours, he's allowed to be with another person.

but you watch as they walk down the street together, holding hands, his eyes sparkling while he looks at her speaking, cheeks dusted in a light shade of red, a bright smile on his face.

you stare for a moment, hoping they don't notice.

it hurts to realise that yeonjun will never look at you like that, that he'll see you as nothing more than a friend.

yeah, he looks at you, but not the way he looked at her. you don't see love and adoration in his eyes, you see excitement and curiosity. yeah, he's held your hand, but that was to drag you to a place he wanted to show you, and he was holding your wrist, not your hand.

it isn't until you see them kiss, that you decide to get up and walk away. staying and watching would only make you feel more hurt.

so, you walk back to your apartment, trying to decide what to do. do you tell him? do you distance yourself from him? you know these feelings won't go away on their own. do you suck it up and keep hanging out with him? he's your friend after all, it wouldn't be fair to him if you decide to stop hanging out with him over something like this.

when you get home, you immediately fall onto your bed, cuddling with your pillow.

you'll figure it out in the morning.

obsESSED