i'm so angry. i'm so angry. at myself. FHGRHGDHFNM
i hurt eveyrone, i killed everyone, i threatened you, i threatened your friends, i threatened your family. even now. EVEN NOW. even now in this life i see people hurt and frustrated andnupset with my actions. and every time it hurts, and every time i think to myself that it's completely fair.
i hurt y9u i hurt you i hurt you i hurt you i hurt you i hurt EVERYONE. and now it's crashing down on me because i can feel again. and i am so angry right now. just angry. and it's FRUSTRATING. it's frustrating that people miss me. stop MISSING ME ARE YOU STUPID. i miss you too.
...i just had to stop for a minute. ugh.
i hurt you. i hurt everyone. i hurt the whole world. i don't deserve your kindness. i don't deserve your forgiveness. there is a reason why i have no friends, even now. i'm lonely!!! i'm alone!!!! hahahaha isn't that so funny!!!!!! it's how it's meant to be! it's how it always was! it's how it always was and it hurts
...but that doesn't mean i want to see you.
i just.
i am the sole reason that everyone is so hurt, and broken, and ruined. i am the reason for it. i am the cause. i tormented you. all of you. i broke you. i killed you. it's because of me. it's all because of me. i don't care if they accepted me in my timeline... i don't care if you accepted me in yours... i don't care if i want to cry when i think about you, i don't care if i want to cry thinking about a hug, i dont care!!!, i don't need you, you're the worst, i dont want to hear your words, you're terrible and i dont need you i dont need you i DONT need you and it's SELFISH of me to even CONSIDER comfort when I DID THIS.
ghrjhgmfngmtbtbrbrbbrbgnfmgmrmgmfrgrgrggt. -flowey.
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