#terrible realization

I was wondering if you were sincere. Now I know. You're not.

Not me crying over the fact Brain’s tail is zig zag because of the electric shock from his classical conditioning trauma 😭

two year old cousin, sobbing and yelling

I was suddenly shocked, nearly bowled over, by how utterly pathetic the situation was. The situation meaning my life.

Into the silence that stretched between us came the cold, sickening realization that I had made a colossal miscalculation.

Panic engulfed me, quick as a tide . . . The first laps, when things might still turn out all right, and the wave of realisation that they will not.

He began gradually to see the whole hideousness of what had happened.

Maybe my brain decided to end itself when it learned about all that's wrong with my life.