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DEFTONES’ New Album Tenatively Due In September

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DEFTONES’ New Album Tenatively Due In September

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DEFTONES’ New Album Tenatively Due In September

DEFTONES singer Chino Moreno has offered an update on the band's follow-up to 2016's "Gore" album, which was recently recorded for a tentative late 2020 release. Speaking to Tim "Herb" Alexander f… [ad_2] Read…

So...that awful class that I have repeatedly blogged about as being...well awful is continuing be awful. I'm hesitant to say I am graduated though everything so far has checked out. I'll explain what's up with the shitty class later, when what's going on is officially over. 

Perhaps the strangest sensation though, having finished class in time for what is normally winter vacation, is to get my final grade in and realize...that I am not on winter vacation. I am...just...not busy now. 

My friends have reported it as "being in a fog" and yeah...that's where I am. I am in a fog. I have the "world" before me and I can't fucking see it. You know, just to sound dramatic. But seriously, it is beyond the strangest sensation I've ever felt. It's not...quite a mourning...I don't feel like I am in a sense of grief. I feel more like...Not quite like I'm saying goodbye to a friend, but maybe a co-worker that I struggled with for years. 

Void? Would that be a good word? 

It's just a change of identity is all, and I understand that, but...I hate the feeling. It's uncomfortable and vulnerable in the strangest way- that fog sensation, you know? you can't see what's around you but you know what's there...

I don't know if this is making sense, but I figured I should do a post-graduation post. I'll do a better one once everything has blown over.

I'm glad I did it? I can't say that with any enthusiasm, and I am glad it's over in a sense...but I wish...I dunno, I'm ready to feel like someone who knows what the hell they're doing.