hi chicken, i'm an experienced tarot reader, but this is something i would really appreciate your help with, as i've never had a reading quite like this, and i've had a lot of weird or distinctive spreads in the past.
basically i've just done my monthly spread for July. there are ten questions i ask- (self at the beginning of the month, theme of the month, self at the end of the month, main goal, main obstacle , main accomplishment, what to avoid, what to embrace, where to get support, and advice) as well as three key cards for any major events. This is a spread that's worked for me well for a while now, even if some months it's less helpful than others.
relevant info- been having a hard time for a long time, don't want to get into it too much, but part of it is that i'm at the point where almost all of my relationships are not at all satisfying to me and aren't fulfilling any of my needs. this life "plot point"has been brewing for years despite my attempts to fix it. anyway, i'm at my breaking point. for reference i'm the 🌀anon who asked about energy work a while ago and got identified as an energy sun by @thespellweavingspirit .
so i've just done my july spread, and every single card minus one of my spread was reversed. Unusual- and if all the cards I pull are reversals I either flip them upright or re-draw, except for when there's an upright in there, because it's always meant that the reversals are on purpose, even if there are too many. This is the most I've ever gotten any reversals, it's kind of confounding. Said upright card was the "main obstacle" card, which was Judgement. Everything else is a mix of pentacles, cups, swords, wands, and another two major arcana. in case it's important, in order- (self beginning of month = ten of pentacles rx, theme page of wands rx, end of month three of pentacles rx, main goal three of cups rx, - , main accomplishment ten of cups rx, what to avoid queen of cups rx, what to embrace three of swords rx, where to find support knight of pentacles rx, advice the hanged man rx, major events are the empress rx , ten of wands rx, and five of cups rx). i shuffle my cards intensely before I start, and shuffle between each card pull, so i'm not pulling from a clump of cards that all happen to be reversed. I'm honestly feeling frustrated and was hoping you had any insight on spreads that turn out like this. I can see an emphasis on relationships within the spread as well as roles i play, but it's hard to make sense of all of this, which is unusual.
thank you for your time if you choose to respond and i hope this ask wasn't annoying in any way🌀
Sometimes, when spreads come out all weird and jumbled, I take it to be "we've run out of ways to tell you what's going to happen so here's a bunch of omens at once, good luck."
Your spread, however, I think can be analyzed on a deeper level.
Without the exact spread arrangement this kind of analysis won't be super accurate, but I'm going to share it anyway because it might be helpful to spark ideas in your own interpretation:
When doing advanced analysis, you can break the spread down into chunks and view each chunk on its own before blending them together in a whole. Same concept as reading a sentence before reading a paragraph.
The exact meanings don't necessarily have to be brought up. I leave it to you to fill in the details based on what system of meanings you are using.
One again, since I don't know how you actually laid out your spread, this is just an example of a way to look at it (even if they were all cards laid out in a single line they can still be broken up, etc).
Let's start with 10/Pentacles (R) [beginning of month], Page/Wands (R) [theme of month], and 3/Pentacles (R) [end of month].
We start out with the highest # earth card and there is a steep downturn to a low # earth card. Essentially, whatever is had will be reduced or lost. The page in the middle can show us details as to why.
In the way that I read, minor arcana tend to be events while courts tend to be agents, identities, or behaviors.
Normally, the fiery Page shouldn't have an issue with the earthy Pentacles. But we know something bad has to happen due to the Page's presence, because we're ending up much lower than where we started.
One way we can interpret this is that because of the Page's actions (or inaction), the earthy, Pentacles part of your life is going to "reset" down to basics.
When looking for what meanings to apply to each card, we are probably going to want to look for the more fiery and active meanings for each earth card, and the more grounded and earthy meanings for the Page (as they all bleed into each other).
Moving on to the 3/Cups (R) [main goal], 10/Cups (R) [main accomplishment], and Queen/Cups (R) [what to avoid].
Note that in the first triad, you started with a 10 and ended with a 3. Here, the spread is telling you that your main goal is a 3, but you're going to accomplish a 10.
All these cards are watery. It's intense but not necessarily bad. Consider that because the 3 and the 10 are both Cups, and the Queen of Cups can be interpreted as the advisor and guide of that suite, you may be receiving advice to not try and master or control this situation.
In other words, perhaps trying to take control of this situation and resolve it to your own satisfaction is only prolonging an inevitable process of change.
We can also note that the Queen is your highest-ranking court card (no kings on the spread). Not only this but Water cards outweigh every other element. We can surmise that the Queen of Cups has a great deal of authority - and perhaps, trying to wield her authority to achieve the watery 10 when you should be going for the 3 is the wrong choice.
(Using this same type of analysis, the Knight has less authority than the Queen, but more than the Page - the Page being the lowest-ranking, and having only one other fire card in the spread to manage.)
Still within this triad, we see an escalation. The low-# 3 jumps up to a 10, and then a Queen. This shows a growing intensity in this emotional, watery, symbolic triad (whereas in the earthy physical reality triad above, we saw a decrease due to a fiery intrusion).
When choosing the meanings for each cards, the most intensely watery meaings are likely the most appropriate (as opposed to meanings better assigned to a different element).
Now looking at the 3/Swords (R) [what to embrace], Knight/Pentacles (R) [where to find support], and Hanged Man (R) [advice].
Again, we see a pattern of 3s: end up with a 3, your main goal is a 3, embrace a 3. A numerological investigation into the number 3 might be of great assistance to you at this time (especially consider its connotations of new growth and rebuilding).
Here we have the first elemental clash. The airy 3/Swords doesn't get along well with the earthy Knight/Pentacles. Here, the Knight has a lot more power than the small 3, but the elements are oppositional - the Knight has no real authority over it. Then we arrive at the Hanged Man, which like a Knight is also a #12 card in its series.
We're about to jump into analysis, but let's plug in one more thing first. The three of swords is the only air card you have in this entire spread. It's the only suit without a Court ruler to step in and influence things.
We might consider here that given the mental associations of air, you must embrace processing the loss that will arrive - and do so with the support of the Knight who will take you there.
The Knight of Pentacles is ruling over the same suit that is telling you how your month will start and end. You are told to avoid the queen of cups, the suit that takes from the goal of 3 to the actual accomplishment of the 10 - and you are told to get support from the Knight of Pentacles, the suit that takes you from the current 10 to the ending of 3.
I see a strong implication based on this analysis (again, an example analysis since I don't now how your real spread actually looked) that the 3s appear to be important and beneficial, while the 10s appear to be something you should move away from.
Lastly in this triad, we can see that the Hanged Man is a watery card. Given that the all-cups triad appears to be something to avoid, we might consider that the Hanged Man is encouraging reflection on how you think about your entire relationship situation - that you might be having things upside-down.
Three cards indicating major events: Empress (R), 10/Wands (R), 5/Cups (R)
As you well know, Anon, the Empress is the #3 card of her series. This gives her a very strong link to the earthy 3/Pentacles (R).
Here we have the second and final elemental clash: fire flows into water.
Imagining a number graph, we start at 3, jump up to 10, and middle out with a 5 at the end. Although the earthy Empress and fiery 10 are usually friends, we know something is wrong here because the series is terminated by a watery card that clashes with fire.
Therefore, we are free to look towards the more burdensome and oppressive meanings of the 10 of Wands.
We can also reflect on the strong association between 3s and 10s in this spread.
Well, enough has been meandered on. Using all of the information and analysis above, we might come out to something like the following interpretations (again, spitballing as I don't know what system of meanings you're using):
[Empress/10 Wands/5 Cups] A big event: The part of you that wants to care for and nurture relationships is going to run into an intensely burdensome situation which will result in emotional burnout and the feeling of loss.
[10 Pentacles/Page Wands/3 Pentacles] Beginning, Theme, End: The part of your life that wants to uphold and maintain your personal "tribe" is going to experience a fiery intrusion or filtration that requires you to reduce and return to a student's mindset of beginning and rebuilding.
[note the strong similarities between these 2 triads!]
[3 Cups/10 Cups/Queen Cups] Goal, accomplishment, what to avoid: While your primary goal is to return to a reduced and simplified place, you will actually still choose the unwieldy, burdensome 10; the Queen is unwilling (or perhaps unable) to make any other choice, so she should be avoided.
[3/Swords/Knight Pentacles/Hanged Man]: Embrace, support, advice: Embrace the rational reality of loss in this situation, and rely on responsible, practical behaviors to help guide you to your goal. It will help if you are able to view this situation in an entirely new light.
This has gotten far too long, so just a last few words:
Here are some of my personal notes for the Judgement card:
Upright. Generally. Resolution or final determination of a matter. The end of things. Mundane. The ending of the matter is soon at hand. It is necessary for you to make a decision, one way or another. You should judge the situation for yourself. You are at a crossroads; things will go one way or the other.
As far as reversals go, we might make any number of assumptions. My initial assumption was that you are being yelled at, and this was the best way to tell you Something Is Up without having you discard the spread due to too many reversals.
An abundance of reversals might be your own refusal or inability to see certain aspects of this situation.
I often read reversals as "you don't or can't believe this right now."
It might be a way of saying that while many of the cards (and the elemental portents themselves) are just fine (actually, great portents for the whole spread elementally speaking), the whole thing is going to end up kind of sucking anyway.
Keep an eye out for when your own willpower rears its head and chooses to Make A Decision. This would appear to be related to the Page of Wands and the 10 of Wands; both are immense catalysts of change in this spread.
Hope this helps, Anon. best of luck.