debuting with honestly more stressful than he thought it was going to be. he had thought that it would be like a huge weight was lifted off his shoulders, and in a way it was, but then there was all the added stress which came with it. worrying about the packed schedules of music show performances and filming other videos for promotional purposes. struggling to get a sleep longer than 3 hours before you had to get up and start all over again, the worries niggling at the back of his head that he was letting the team down. after nine years of struggling as a trainee, you would think finally getting debut would have at least made him feel marginally better about things.
though 4am had only made their debut a couple of weeks ago (man, time really did fly when you were busy), he did have to set his mind on another individual who would be going through all he was in a short while.
“so,” he smiled at the younger kmg trainee, holding out the iced coffee towards him, having managed to grab about an hour to catch up before he had to be running off to another practice. oh yes, even though they were in the middle of promotions you could never get in enough practice. “how are you holding up? your debut is coming up soon, yeah? you... doing okay?” jungwon knew it was like, the pressure starting to built, the anxiety that you weren’t ready yet, all the worries that everything was going to fall through out of nowhere, that you would flop, that no one would even care about your group. so he hoped he might be able to give the younger male a bit of a confidence boost as someone who was in the same shoes only weeks ago.