#tabootalk

CW: dark/taboo content, implied crime, corrupt priest nanami or toji, panty sniffing, teeth pulling, drabble

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It’s like, he gives you subtle hints of what kind of man he is.

In church when you go up to be given the small wafer, he tells you that “you have lovely teeth.” Of course, you giggle and reply thank you at the strange compliment. You were too dumb, too innocent to realize the deep meaning behind his strange words.

Slowly, he began to slither his way in. So easy, you were. It was almost laughable.

“You should join the church activities sometimes,” he’d say with an innocent smile on his face.

“We sneak out to the creek after 9, but don’t tell anyone I told you that,” he’d wink to you.

He’s never really paid much attention to you, not until after a couple of the girls in church went missing. It was never brought up in the holy place—never knew why, but no one ever questioned it either.

It was unfortunate, rumor went around that theres been a few coyotes spotted out late at night. Farmers been tryin’ to hunt em’ down, yet they couldn’t catch em’. It helped the sinful man out at least.

No one really expected him to do anything of such anyways. Always blamed the rabid animals first, but not the animals within the holy place they’d say hi to everyday—the disgusting animal who claimed to be a loving priest.

Curfew had been set for the whole town to not wonder past dark, which is why he told you not to tell anyone that him and the ‘others’ usually snuck out after 9 to go to the creek to swim. Or, was it really because he didn’t want others to truly know what he was doing during that time?

Excuses, excuses. In reality, the beloved priest had been fucking the church girls in his rusty ol’ truck in the middle of nowhere—surrounded by trees, dead leaves, n’ miles of nothingness.

Asking those poor girls if they had ever done anything like this before, ever seen a cock like his before, or if they were afraid of the afterlife.

When he’s done, he doesn’t even bother to give them after care. Just brushes the sweat off of his forehead, puts his pants back on, and makes the girls give over their panties before they’re hit unconscious and have at least a few teeth ripped out before he dumps them into an isolated area no one would ever think to find them in, just the coyotes.

He’d wait and wait, sniffing the panties of those who were in his car moments before, before he tossed them onto the dead grass and drove away as if this was another normal day for him.

When you finally give in and sneak out of your house, you’re only met with him and his lonely truck. Tells you that the others are waiting by the creek.

“I don’t hear water,” you’d innocently say to him as you were now trapped with him in the remote area that only he was familiar with.

I remembered seeing the "son" once and they have the same physical description. Was I really chatting with both father and son? This was getting complicated fast.

Then came the moment that made my heart race - the "son" sent me an incredibly hot cum shot video at the exact moment the father's son was sitting at the kitchen table. Talk about a close call!

I'm still processing whether this situation turns me on or off. Who am I kidding? Of course it turns me on. The taboo, the risk, the sheer audacity of it all... sometimes the most forbidden scenarios are the ones that excite us most.

Has anyone else found themselves in such deliciously complicated territory?

Song Analysis: HOLOCAUST – by lil Darkie

1. Basic context

Released in 219, HOLOCAUST is one of lil Darkies most polarizing tracks, know for its aggresive delivery provocative metaphors, and dark humor. The song leverages shocking imagery language both to draw attention and to critique societal norms and the musich industry.

The title, referencing the holocaust, serves primarily as a tool for shocking value and metaphor rather than direct comentary an the historical tragedy.

What is the Holocaust

The Holocaust refers to the organized persecution and mass murder of approximately six million Jewish individuals carried out by Adolf Hitler's Nazi regime and its collaborators between 1933 and 1945, primarily during World War II. In addition to Jews, the Nazis targeted other groups such as the Roma, people with disabilities, political dissidents, and members of the LGBTQ+ community. Countless individuals were confined in ghettos, concentration camps, and extermination camps, where many lost their lives. This atrocity is regarded as one of the darkest and most devastating genocides in history.

1. Central Themes

Rebellion Against Society

The son centers on defiance against societal norms and authority figures. Lil Darkie calls out individuals like teachers or pastors who underestimated him, using them as symbols of societal pressure to adhere to conventional paths.

Positioning himself as a rebel, he rejects traditional rules and celebrates crafting his unique identity

Provocation and Shock Value

A controversial lyric referencing “gas in my chambers” demonstrates the songs deliberate use of provocation.

Rather than recounting history, this line exemplifies:

Shocking listeners intro paying attention

Highlighting society growing desensitization to violence and tragedy

Lil Darkie frequently employs dark humor and taboo references as tools to challenge social norms.

Criticism of modern culture

another recurring theme is the critique of issues in contemporary society, such as:

celebrity worship

the shallow pursuit of fake success within the music industry

Society obsession with superficial trends and symbols of status

He paints bleak image of a culture fixated on external validation instead of authenticity.

Identity and Artistic Freedom

The Track also speaks to Lil Darkies role as an outsider artist. It emphasizes:

Individuality and self-expression

rejection of criticism

unapologetic emotional exploration through art.

This aligns with punk and underground rap traditions, where artists push boundaries intentionally to create space for self-definition.

2. Style and Musical Characteristics

Vocal Delivery

intense, loud, chaotic, and aggressive vocals

fuses influences from punk and trap genres

Song Structure

repetitive chorus paired with fast- paced, densely packed verses

The overall structure generates a confrontational and frenzied atmosphere that underscores the songs rebellious outlook.

3. why the Song Is Controversial

The song sparked controversy due to :

The use of Holocaust imagery in its lyrics

Violently charged metaphors

black comedy and dark humor

Referencing the Holocaust deeply tragic historical event in a rap metaphor has been interpreted by some as insensitive or offensive, leading to debates about the morality of such artistic choices.

4. overall interpretation

At its core, Holocaust can be understood as an anti-establishment anthem that combines elements of:

Rebellion

Satire

Social critique

personal frustration

Lil Darkie employs extreme language and imagery not out of malice but as a means to question cultural complacency, challenge norms and express resistance to societal expectations. The track stands as a bold declaration of his refusal to conform as an artist.

Verse Analysis of the song Holocaust by lil Darkie

Intro:

At the beginnig of the song, Lil Darkie immediately creates an extremly aggressive and provocative atmosphere.

"Ha, hey, guys, let's do one of those no melody songs, that’ll be so creative Yeah, yeah, yuh (Uh) Ayy, Wendigo, you sound like Kenny Beats right now, hahaha (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) Chase the money, chase money, hahaha (Yeah, yeah, huh) Yeah, oh, my God, bitch, yes, yeah, Wendi!”

Interpretation:

He presents himself as someone who doesn't follow social rules.

The aggressive language serves to attract attention and show that he is consciously breaking taboos.

The introduction sets the main theme: rebellion against norms and expectations.

Interpretation Chorus:

The chorus is probably the most controversial part of the track, as Lil Darkie uses drastic historical metaphores that symbolize violence and destruction.

1. first line

“B-b-bitch, I'm smokin' gas in my chambers like it’s the Holocaust ”

interpretation:

here Lil darkie uses an extrem historical metaphor

the statement is not meant literally, but serves as an shock and provocations stylistic device

Possible meanings:

depiction of extreme self-destruction or chaos

attempt generate attention by breaking taboos

criticism of the fact that modern music often uses increasingly extreme content to attract attention

The artist is known for intentionally using shocking images to spark discussion.

2. Second line

“Pull up with a K on my rifle, that's what the hollow cost ”

Interpretation

This line uses images of violence and weapons as symbols.

Possible meaning:

depiction of aggression and power

exaggeration in the style of many rap songs that represent danger or strength

hollow con refer to hollow point ammunition (a type of bullet)

In terms of content, this is less about real violence and more about the typical exaggerated representation of power in rap

3. Third and fourth lines

“Teacher said, "You won't be successful makin' those animations" Shut yo' apple-eatin' ass up and do some laminations“

Interpretation:

This part is more personal and less provocative.

Meaning:

An authority figure (teacher) tells him that his creative interests will not bring success.

animation probably refers to artistic or crative projects.

Lamination symbolizes boring schoolwork or normal office work

The statement here:

Society or school often pushes people toward safe, conventional paths

the artist rejects these expectations and follows his own creative path

OVERALL MEANIG OF THE CHORUS

the chorus combines two main ideas

| Element | Meaning

| ------------------------- |---------------------------------------------

| extreme metaphors | Shock and provocation

| Gun pictures | Aggression and representation of power in rap

| Teacher Quote | Criticism of social expectations

First verse

In the first verse, lil Darkie reflects on the following aspects:

How he wasn't taken seriously by many people in the past.

The criticism he has received from authority figures such as teachers or religious leaders for his life path.

His conscious decision to break away from these expectations.

"I'd tear a page out the bible if I be out of papers Idle niggas worshipin' idols, put acid in yo’ wafers Pastor said, "You won’t be successful gettin' that boomin’" Did I ask ya, pussy nigga? You a human And I'ma be a star soon, wavy like Ahab, hit that nigga with the harpoon Save me, I may have pulled the trigger, ate some hard shrooms Maybe I'm faded, but I wiggle like a cartoon Yeah, I feel like a cartoon I'm in yo’ devices, perpetuate your vices in crisis, but I'm the nicest Always eat your food with spices Pay attention to the prices, don't be made into a sucker You won't have enough for supper, keep ya numbers on the upper Tupperware eatin', my seatin' steady on the carpet I park it and then I spark it, no marketin' hittin' targets Hit like a guitar pick, that's strummin' or like a drum that be gunnin' You down for fun, I chuckle, and then I run”

Interpretation:

The basic massage is:

Society often exerts pressur to forse people into predefined roles. Creative mind s or outsiders to the norms in particular are met with al lack of understanding. Interstingly, lil Darkie points out that true fulfillment or success often comes through breaking these guidelines.

Second verse

Here lil Darkie directs his criticism towards modern culture and the music inustry in particular. He highlights, among other things:

People who just follow trends blindly.

Artists who limit their art to commerce and fame .

Fans who idolize their idols whithout critical thought.

“Run up, I dump it out, he wanna thump it out Coke in a mountain, my bitch gotta lump it out Don't do no arguments, pull up, no parkin' it You hear the sound when my niggas is sparkin' it I got two hands on that bitch, I won't double back I got that cookie, it double wrap, I got Gelato in Cuban tobacco I popped a new bottle and blew out her back, ho I act like a wacko ass I spit like I'm chewin' on you and don't know what to do with the goo You a slimy ass nigga, you drip like a garbage bag Try me, I'll always pull up with a larger mag Built like an armory, niggas got no chance of harmin' me Smoke up a garden, G, I think it harden me I am not hurtin', my pain is too far to see Bitch, if we kick it, no way you say, "Nah" to weed Or to poppin' a bottle, we pop him, he waddle I ain't never dawdle, I'm kickin' the throttle while fuckin' a model I stay as a drawin', yo' life is a novel and most of it awful (Ass) Nobody read no more, I stay on the screen, you whore You pay to get seen, you poor Don't play for no team, I'm bored, huh? Talkin' that shit, yo' lip look like an asshole Walk in that bitch, shoot the bricks out yo' castle You one them niggas, not purse, it's a satchel That shit a purse, but it's less of a hassle Why it got tassels?  (Huh?) Why it got tassels on it? I won't pass the chronic to ya, supersonic-hoover-vacuum, bitch I pack her smackin' lips, my dick attack her Slip inside her back-end quick, stackin' chips Like it's a Pringles can, let's get it crackin', bitch, nigga Bring it then, bring it then”

interpretation:

Lil Darkie presents himself here as an artist who consciously goes against the mainstream. His attitude conveys the belief that real art should be authentic, unlike many popular artists who he exposes as artificial or conformist.

Third verse

“Bitch, bring the hate, bring the smoke, bitch, I'm feelin' great Chopstick get ate, fuck yo' fate, change your fuckin' state Under sewer grates, put the stock up to my waist I make you flip like a cake, fuck yo' zip, yo' cookie fake I tend to drip when I bake, put tobacco in my face Bitch, off the rip, I be laced, go outside and catch a case The pussy wet from the mace, riot dyin' in the street Keep up the pace, fuck you slowin' for? We racin' on our feet, we move with haste I'm amazed, all these niggas fallin' off Free 14 , all these other rappers soft Spider Gang, choppa cough Bitch, on paper, I look greater than presidents Set preposterous precedents, got a roster of resonance copper? Bother the residents proper, stockin' your evidence locker Medicine set, it'll stomp your head in a dropper I keep the lead in a yappa, I get to poppin' ya' top Or ya legs and sever spit red, and I drop ya dead and in heaven with papa B-b-bitch, I'm smokin' heat like an oven, Hansel and Gretel Sippin' tea inside your neighborhood, cannot handle the kettle Pullin' up, double glovin', I'm buzzin' grippin' the metals Spend a dozen and dip before he can settle (Yuh) He want beef, but he a chicken, I smoke a nigga, rotisserie You history, I use my machine to make you a mystery like Scooby-Doo I roll up my doobie, full of the beautiful Her booty pull me in 'cause she's suitable, irrefutable Run upon you, make you a victim, I'm the fuckin' shooter I don't pay for features, I leak 'em, watch your damn computer Back in high school, they took my scooter, they made me a looter (They did it) I feel smart, I ain't need no tutor, born a true intruder”

Interpretation:

the verse from Lil Darkie represents violence and wappon metaphors ar eoften used to emphasize dominance and strenght within the rap competition. At the same time, there is a subtle criticism of sozial chaos and the perceived weakness of other artist. The text is also characterzied by complex rhyme schemes, puns and pop culture allusions, including references to hansel and gretel and scooby-doo. Overall, the verse combines provocative content, humorous approches and personal experiences to impressively showcase the artists rebellious identity.

Later part / increase

As the song progresses, the intensity of the son increases noticeable again. Lil Darkie articulates:

his ongoing frustration with social constraints.

His rejection of any authority.

His firm determination to follow his own path – regardless of external criticism.

Interpretation:

This section almost becomes a manifesto in the spirit of punk. It's clear that individuality is a top priority for Lil Darkie. He sees provocation not just as a stylistic device, but as an essential component of his art. His anger serves as his driving creative force.

Summary:

Holocaust is an intense and controversial song that is characterized by its harsh language and provocative visual vocabulary. Lil Darkie uses the track as an platform to rebel against societal constraints and superficialities, while simultaneously emphasizing the importance of individuality and authenticity.the Boundaries between art and provocation are blurred – perhaps exacly as intended.

Problematic in the Song

The song Holocaust by Lil Darkie has sparked considerable debate due to its controversial lyrics and provocative style. Critics argue that the song is problematic because it incorporates imagery related to the Holocaust, one of history's most devastating events, marked by the mass genocide of millions. References to such a profoundly tragic moment in a rap song are viewed by some as insensitive or disrespectful toward the victims and their legacy. Furthermore, the track's aggressive language and violent metaphors contribute to its discomforting impact on certain listeners. On the other hand, supporters suggest that the song is an example of artistic expression. Lil Darkie is known for employing shock value and extreme metaphors to provoke strong reactions and critique societal norms, a hallmark of certain underground rap and punk-inspired genres. From this perspective, the lyrics are not intended to be taken literally but are an exaggerated means of conveying themes of rebellion and individuality. Ultimately, the interpretation of the song varies greatly depending on the listener’s viewpoint. For some, it crosses a line with its historical references and intense tone, while for others, it stands as a provocative piece of art aimed at challenging conventional thinking and fostering dialogue.

Sources

Sources about the song and its meaning - https://www.songtell.com/lil-darkie/holocaust

Sources about the controversy - https://www.songmeaningsandfacts.com/holocaust-by-lil-darkie-lyrics-meaning-unraveling-the-provocative-wordplay-and-social-commentary/

Information about the historical context - https://encyclopedia.ushmm.org/content/en/article/introduction-to-the-holocaust

Lyrics and song structure - https://genius.com/Lil-darkie-holocaust-lyrics

so I'm obviously going to stay anonymous and use fake names and all that jazz because I know how fucked up what I'm about to tell you is.

I got married in Montana to the most amazing woman I've ever met, four years ago. And for four years I've been doing something that would definitely get me divorced but also possibly criminally charged.

My stepdaughter, Stacy grabbed my attention the very second I ever laid eyes upon her. She's short, very petite, flat chested, has a tiny waist and the sexiest thigh gap that has the fattest pussy I've ever seen in my life. I was drawn to her almost like I had no control over it.

At first, I'd just say dream about her, but those thoughts soon turned into me jacking off while thinking about her tiny naked body underneath me. Then she moved in with us, and I began doing things I'd never do in my life. It started with a cute little thong that was accidentally left in the dryer when she did her laundry. I don't know why but it turned me on so much to be holding something that has touched her puffy coin slot pussy. I took it to her room and left it on her bed.

Days went by and all I could think of was her wearing that cute little thong, and I finally built up the courage to do what I'd been fantasizing about. I waited for her to go to work and I went into her room and found a different pair of panties in her dirty clothes hamper. I stood there in her room and jacked off with her worn panties wrapped around my dick until I busted all over them.

I instantly"sobered up" from the fantasy and realized what I'd just done, and I put the panties back wet and sticky in the dirty clothes. But a few days later I was back in her room with a pair or her panties pressed to my face while I jacked off with a clean pair from her drawer. I came on them and then put them in the dryer for a few minutes until all my cum was dried and I put them back in her drawer because I wanted her to wear them with my cum on them.

Things escalated a few days later when I found a pair of panties in the hamper that were stiff in the crotch area and I could tell she'd been extremely wet when she wore them. I put them in my mouth and jacked off on her pillow with the taste of her pussy on my tongue. I decided I had to see her naked. I had to know instead of fantasize what her little tiny body looked like underneath the crop tops and short shorts; so I bought tiny little spy cam that had 4K resolution and I hid it in her room. I wasn't disappointed either. I found out quickly that she was usually naked in her room and I even got her fingering herself a few times. I was obsessed by this time, and had so many fantasies in my head. In some of them she was secretly in love with me, and in other fantasies I'd drug her drink and fuck her while she was incoherent.

Then I found a website that does free face swapping, and I started looking for the perfect online model that matched Stacey's body, and hair, and I swapped her face with well over two hundred pics by now. The pics helped ebb my obsession for a while, but then one night she came home late from a party and she was shot faced drunk, and she sprawled out on the couch next to me and the way she was laying her shorts slid to the side and I finally saw her perfect beautiful pussy in person. I couldn't stop looking, and she suddenly realizes I'm staring at it and she said, "well, do you like it?" I nodded because I couldn't speak. And then it happened...

She reached down and pulled her shorts all the way to the side and said, "I really hope I'm to drunk to remember this tomorrow but go ahead and taste it if you want." I was frozen in shock and disbelief. Could this really be happening or was i dreaming? I reached out my hand and ran my finger up her pussy and she moans and pushes her hips towards me. I decide it's now or never,fuck it if we get caught it's worth it and I ate her out for probably thirty or so minutes. She tastes better than her dirty panties the most amazing thing I'd ever tasted. She came several times during this, and I make one last rash decision before she can say no or move or anything I pulled my cock out lined up with her and slid inside her. She moans and then realizes I'm not eating her out anymore I'm fucking her. She looks at my cock inside her and then at my face and says, "fuck it, I'm too drunk to care, just don't cum in me I'm not on the pill. I nodded my head and she laid back eyes closed and let me fuck her. I only lasted about five minutes of slow gentle fucking because if I went to fast it'd be over to soon. I didn't pull out though. I was going to buy then I thought, this is never going to happen again, there's no way I'm pulling out. I cum in her and finally pull out once I'm soft again and she just lays there eyes closed. She tells me it felt great and she hopes she doesn't remember it in the morning because it would be so awkward. I pull my phone out without her knowing and turn my video recorder on and take a video of my cum pouring out of her. I snap some pics and then tell her I'll help her get to bed. I carry her to her room, lay her down in bed and I pull her clothes off. She makes drink girl noises while I take more video and pics. Before I leave her to go to sleep she pulls me to her and kisses me for like almost a minute before letting me go. I slide my fingers in her one last time and then I go back out to the living room and sit on the couch staring at the TV but not seeing it.

The next morning she avoided me. She remembers everything including me not pulling out. A few weeks go by and things go back to normal until one afternoon she texts me and asks if I'll bring her a sprite to her room. I walk into her room and she's fully naked on the bed legs spread and she just stares at me. "Nobody can know about this, and you HAVE to pull out for real this time." I'm speechless but my dick is already halfway hard. "Well duh, what do you think I'm going to do, run around telling people I'm fucking my twenty year old step daughter?"

So that's my confession about my stepdaughter. She knows about all the things I've done with her panties and all that. We still occasionally fuck, when we find a chance to do so.

My next fucked up confession will be about what I did one weekend i went to Vegas by myself on a business trip.