#symtoms

Hii friends! I'm writing with a very big (but easy to do!) favor. A classmate and I are conducting a study as part of a class project for the Psychology Research Methods course.  This research project is designed to help us evaluate the relationship between short-term memory and Covid-19, and anyone is welcome to take it! We are desperately looking for as many people as we can get in these next 1 day, and would really appreciate your help! It should take only about 5 minutes to complete, and consists of a  quick survey with a short memory test embedded in the middle. All data collected is confidential, and there are no names attached with each entry (so I won't know who you are if you take it, so please let me know if you do so I can thank you!)

But then when I realized what it really meant and how much I related to all these symptoms I unlocked like all these childhood memories and it’s like, yeah duh! How did these go overlooked

• my report card year after year from elementary literally up to high school saying that I was “too talkative and interruptive. Distracts herself and others around her”

• remember several moments where I’m at stores with my mom and I’d randomly fall and my mom would get angry but I never realized till now that I was jittery (with my legs) and bored which caused me to fall a lot but I was never consciously aware of that as a child!

• playing with a hair an obsessive amount in kindergarten that my teacher told me she’d tell my mom to get my hair cut

• stretch and playing with my gum as a child and get in trouble for it but having the thought that “how could I possible ever stop? This is great and how does no one else do this all the time???!!!”

•I don’t remember having a hard time in elementary like at all but I do remember my mom complaining about how long it took me to do homework and I never realized but all I did from ages 6-11 was just do homework because I’d come home from school but it’d take me all day to finish despite knowing it well or it being a small amount, several times I’d fall asleep while doing homework.

Health

*gets diagnosed with a personality disorder*

´´What the old bio-computer finds hard to appreciate, by its very nature, is that all these minor upgrades are not just disturbances happening for no reason. So it only experiences them as types of complaint or condition, such as…

♦Odd or hard to diagnose/treat health problems ♦Emotional confusion and seemingly impossible relationships ♦Incessant change apparently for no good reason, creating instability ♦Feelings of vulnerability, imminent collapse or chronic insecurity ♦Feelings of meaninglessness, pointlessness or low self-esteem ♦Sensory distortions such as giddiness or ringing in the ears ♦Allergies, anxieties, addictions or aversions ♦Body image problems ♦Difficulty concentrating and with short-term memory ♦Time going by too fast or too slow ♦Insomnia - because you are, after all, being Awakened ♦Tiredness - because of wasting energy trying to resist the Upgrade ♦Tension – because you know intuitively that the Upgrade is coming

The list is endless, but behind them two things tend to predominate: the effect of the Upgrade upon your auto-immune system and your memory. Using the computer analogy again, a disturbed auto-immune system can be likened to a dangerously out of date and overloaded virus checker, letting in what it shouldn’t let in and attacking what it should ignore or maintain. The early 21st century epidemic of computer viruses symbolizes the need to progressively Upgrade, for you will keep crashing otherwise, and finally crash for good. And an ‘old’ memory is like a hard disk that has become clogged with corrupted files, dogged by conflicting programs, and confused by old files that are in the wrong place and should be looked at and either moved or deleted to make way for new ones. The Human Upgrade is as inevitable and mandatory as Man going from fish to reptile, or from quadruped to biped. But what are you changing into this time? What is the Human Upgrade about in real terms? From extra-systemic information available at the present time, the Human Upgrade is in aid of creating: 􀂾 Freedom from negative emotions such as fear, jealousy and greed Knowledge of what Human Nature and Purpose actually are Attunement to and Assistance from some Higher Power or Intelligence Increased Psychic abilities Greater Powers of Visualization enabling Healing and maintenance of good Health An Understanding of your Connection with all Life thereby allaying defensive over-reactions Selfless Love giving rise to Stable and Rewarding Relationships and ultimately World Peace Values that consider the Whole before the Individual An Awareness that the Individual is a microcosm of the Whole A Symbolic, Quantum or Holographic understanding as a model of Reality New ways of looking at Life and thereby seeing issues within a greater and more helpful frame of reference’‘