I should stop cryingĀ becauseĀ I could be less fortunate but seriously fuck allergies man.
do you know what itās like to be an actual Ā mouth breather? you get cotton mouth without smoking weed. You canāt feel your tongue and you get this disgusting white film on your tongue...not to mention the fact that you are probably swallowing bugs in your sleep. mmmm protein am i right?
i donāt know what i did to deserve suffering from the illness ofĀ YEAR ROUND ALLERGIESĀ why couldnāt it be seasonal? hmm? why do i have to be allergic to grass, trees, weeds, DOGS, cats, anything you can think of that involves the outdoors...my body thinks is a danger. i guess you can say the outdoors is actually a danger...
the shitty part about this is i can never have my own good boy...i canāt cuddle with a dog. i canāt roll around in the grass with a dog or dogs. you know those cute pictures of people laying in the grass with a bunch of puppies. yep! thatāll never be me!
i should stop bitching because it could be worse. I could have no legs or cancer. not that i still couldnāt live a happy life because i definitelyĀ could BUT my illness or disability could be alotĀ more difficult than not being able to play with dogs ina field of roses.
but as iāmĀ typing this out...breathing out of my mouth because BOTHĀ nostrils are stuffed, clogged, whatever you describe i canāt help but think...fuck my pussy-ass immune systemĀ i donāt get sick but boy or boy do i suffer when i come outside like a NORMAL human being...












