I should stop crying because I could be less fortunate but seriously fuck allergies man.
do you know what it’s like to be an actual mouth breather? you get cotton mouth without smoking weed. You can’t feel your tongue and you get this disgusting white film on your tongue...not to mention the fact that you are probably swallowing bugs in your sleep. mmmm protein am i right?
i don’t know what i did to deserve suffering from the illness of YEAR ROUND ALLERGIES why couldn’t it be seasonal? hmm? why do i have to be allergic to grass, trees, weeds, DOGS, cats, anything you can think of that involves the outdoors...my body thinks is a danger. i guess you can say the outdoors is actually a danger...
the shitty part about this is i can never have my own good boy...i can’t cuddle with a dog. i can’t roll around in the grass with a dog or dogs. you know those cute pictures of people laying in the grass with a bunch of puppies. yep! that’ll never be me!
i should stop bitching because it could be worse. I could have no legs or cancer. not that i still couldn’t live a happy life because i definitely could BUT my illness or disability could be alot more difficult than not being able to play with dogs ina field of roses.
but as i’m typing this out...breathing out of my mouth because BOTH nostrils are stuffed, clogged, whatever you describe i can’t help but think...fuck my pussy-ass immune system i don’t get sick but boy or boy do i suffer when i come outside like a NORMAL human being...
