I should stop crying because I could be less fortunate but seriously fuck allergies man.
do you know what itâs like to be an actual  mouth breather? you get cotton mouth without smoking weed. You canât feel your tongue and you get this disgusting white film on your tongue...not to mention the fact that you are probably swallowing bugs in your sleep. mmmm protein am i right?
i donât know what i did to deserve suffering from the illness of YEAR ROUND ALLERGIES why couldnât it be seasonal? hmm? why do i have to be allergic to grass, trees, weeds, DOGS, cats, anything you can think of that involves the outdoors...my body thinks is a danger. i guess you can say the outdoors is actually a danger...
the shitty part about this is i can never have my own good boy...i canât cuddle with a dog. i canât roll around in the grass with a dog or dogs. you know those cute pictures of people laying in the grass with a bunch of puppies. yep! thatâll never be me!
i should stop bitching because it could be worse. I could have no legs or cancer. not that i still couldnât live a happy life because i definitely could BUT my illness or disability could be alot more difficult than not being able to play with dogs ina field of roses.
but as iâm typing this out...breathing out of my mouth because BOTH nostrils are stuffed, clogged, whatever you describe i canât help but think...fuck my pussy-ass immune system i donât get sick but boy or boy do i suffer when i come outside like a NORMAL human being...
