#sufjan steves

...until he actually has the nerve to come in and ask whats this shit I’m listening to while Mystery of Love is on um excuse me first of all get out of my kitchen and second HOW DARE YOU TALK SHIT ABOUT MISTERY OF LOVE THIS SONG IS A FUCKING MASTERPIECE THE WEDDING IS OFF

Split Sick, My quivering apple gets Nabbed, sliced, turned brown In a sauce of darling spruce And all else that comes and becomes. I am a drink when the die is cast, And I am a running for the goals, Or of the knife, or so it’s said. In a couple hands worth of sand, The moon is washed spotless and The Saab pulls up, scaring squirrels. “We’re lucky to presume we matter, Let alone to be made of matter,”  And then you remove me  Like chips from a bag  Giving open my body And sharing the soil. And I am a running panty hoe, Or joke too long, or so it’s said. You plant me like potatoes In your mother’s beds. You get up And go To work again.

Excuse me while I listen to academy award nominee Sufjan Stevens

℗ 2015 Asthmatic Kitty Records

The only thing that keeps me from driving this car Half-light, jack knife into the canyon at night Signs and wonders: Perseus aligned with the skull Slain Medusa, Pegasus alight from us all Do I care if I survive this? Bury the dead where they’re found In a veil of great surprises: I wonder did you love me at all? The only thing that keeps me from cutting my arm Cross hatch, warm bath, Holiday Inn after dark Signs and wonders: water stain writing the wall Daniel’s message, blood of the moon on us all Do I care if I despise this? Nothing else matters, I know In a veil of great disguises: How do I live with your ghost? Should I tear my eyes out now? Everything I see returns to you somehow Should I tear my heart out now? Everything I feel returns to you somehow I want to save you from your sorrow The only reason why I continue at all Faith in reason, I wasted my life playing dumb Signs and wonders: sea lion caves in the dark Blind faith, God’s grace, nothing else left to impart Do I care if I survive this? Bury the dead where they’re found In a veil of great surprises, hold to my head till I drown Should I tear my eyes out now, before I see too much? Should I tear my arms out now? I want to feel your touch Should I tear my eyes out now? Everything I see returns to you somehow Should I tear my heart out now? Everything I feel returns to you somehow

alignment: lawful neutral

In a matter of speaking.