@sufferingdesires asked: mulberry (for benji pls 🫶)
he walks with purposeful weight, fond of the muffled sound his boots make on the dirt below. while benji's capable of vampire silence, he uses it strictly for hunting. he prefers sounding human, of being heard. too many years as a child, too many years, being seen and not heard except by those who liked him enough to listen. armand had delivered him and sybelle from their cage a long time ago, but still, to be forever small, he deserves to take up every space offered to him.
beside armand, wordlessness can be a comfort, and yet benji's been chewing his lip in an attempt to figure out what to say.
( sorry for your loss? sucks about louis? i liked him, but i'll go to dubai and vandalize the penthouse for you if you want. )
all of it's bad. and he hopes armand isn't listening in to the racing thoughts and variations of comfort he's rolling through. hopes, but doesn't bother trying to disguise his thoughts in any way. he never did around armand. hands shove into the pockets of his jacket, kicking a stone along the wooded trail. maybe he'd rather have a distraction. he looks over and up at the other vampire, tasting blood where he gnawed his lip too much.
he feels a little like a failure for not being able to read him as well as he usually did. benji looks back to the trail ahead, if it weren't the middle of the night, he thinks, maybe they'd find deer.
❝ you know what i hate about twilight? ❞ his voice breaks through, ❝ vegetarians. just eat shitty people, don't add another level to the food chain — ❞ benji stops suddenly, grabs the elder's arm, and drops his voice to a more hushed tone, ❝ — armand, look! ❞ a teasing grin spreads across his face as he points upward to an owl perched overhead. ❝ he kind of looks like you. ❞