#sub conscience

Me: How am I gonna start my work?

Sub-Conscience: Try to start a convo with your crush, that might work.

I've had a lucid dream last night to where there was a small spider making a web right on the top of my ceiling, in my room. At first I felt afraid of the spider.(which is weird because in real life I'm not afraid of spiders). Later on I just felt the need to embrace the spider and what it was creating. The web which the spider created was a lot bigger than the spider itself. 

The spider I've saw reminds me of the spider which lives inside the shed, inside my backyard. The spider inside the shed made a massive web which covers half of the shed. Strange, isn't it?

Spider Dream Meaning:

Spiders  To see a spider in your dream indicates that you are feeling like an outsider in some situation. Or perhaps you want to keep your distance and stay away from an alluring and tempting situation. The spider is also symbolic of feminine power or an overbearing mother figure in your life. Alternatively, a spider refers to a powerful force protecting you against your self-destructive behavior. If you kill a spider in your dream, then it symbolizes misfortune and bad luck.

To see a spider spinning a web in your dream signifies that you will be rewarded for your hard work. You will be promoted in your job or recognized for your achievement in a difficult task. Spiders are also a symbol of creativity due to the intricate webs they spin. On a negative note, spiders may indicate a feeling of being entangled or trapped in a sticky or clingy relationship.�It represents some ensnaring and controlling force. You feel that someone or some situation is sucking the life right out of you. Alternatively, if a spider is spinning a web in your dream, then it could be a metaphor for the world wide web and global communication. To see spider eggs in a web suggest that you are not able to fully acknowledge your potential. You are being held back from expressing yourself.

To see a spider climbing up a wall in your dream denotes that your desires will be soon be realized.

I've had my first "out of body" experience in a long time. This one felt different though. A lot more uncomfortable then usual. It all started with me having difficulty trying to adjust my sleep schedule since college is starting for me on the 4th of September.

When I finally managed to fall asleep I awoke in the morning for a few minutes only to find myself staring at the ceiling, my eyes were so glossy and tired. After a while I fell back asleep. My body started to move around a lot. My eyes were moving very quickly and rapidly. At that moment it felt like my face was shaking or something. I couldn't tell. Maybe the shaking happened, maybe not. 

Some time passed, I felt vibrations going through my whole entire bare body. I've had goosebumps and I was filled with sweat. I've heard some vibration sounds. The next thing you know I thought I was awake until I've realized that I was dreaming. During experience I believed that I could levitate, and I did.