A day out

I have a request I’m working on right now, and I promise promise I’m trying to get it out, but I’ve been working so many hours lately and it really burns me out 😭 I just come home now and crash in between procrastinating school work💔 I just wanted to put out this update to let everyone know I’m not ignoring the req!! (My biggest fear is yall thinking I’d just ignore you for no reason without warning </3)

ugh I’m so sorry I’m just a mess and I’m terrible at doing things 💔

So I'm like super weirdly shaped, I got dude shoulders and no tibbies but I have this hugs muffin top hip thing going on and I'm torn between leaving it as is and just embracing myself or getting lipo done to get rid of it. I don't think I'll ever fully pass I'm too fucking short for that but like maybe it would help a little??? I'm also afraid I'll become a plastic surgery addict and just keep fixing and fixing and fixing till I don't look like myself anymore cuz like where's the line to draw ya know? Why not fix everything while you're at it

I'm fucking scared all the time I've been super lucky and never run into any real trouble but I live in a kinda scketchy area and I don't always pass and I'm so damn scared I'll get assaulted or something if I don't pass all the time and aahhhhhhh

Also surgery is expensive

{{ I’m alive...sort of...I saw the fma community was reviving on my dash, so I thought I’d just give a little status update. I’m still mainly here and here. The former has an fma verse that I would love to flesh out more. Uh? I’ll probably rewatch fmab over spring break in order to get the juices going again, because I love Al and I love all the friends I’ve made in this fandom and I don’t want to abandon that. I’m also on skype and discord, so please feel free to ask for those if we’re mutuals.

I guess the other big thing is, save for some lengthier / plotted things, I’ll probably do a mass thread drop here and start fresh? Like, I’ll keep stuff that’s good for character development or that has a clear direction, but otherwise I’ll probably drop the more uncertain ones, just to keep my load down. I have over 30 threads on Shinji and I would rather that not happen on my other blogs, too, haha.