I had an exam two days ago and needless to say I bombed it ( in a bad way ). I was super sad and I still am which gave rise to a fear in me that I might not get into any uni I wanna be considering the streak of low scores. My anxiety didn't help the situation and I kept on having breakdowns.
But finally I talked to my friends and they gave me hope that I can still make it. I'm not sure if I can but I will try my best.
Thankyou @coffeecodeblr @almost-rory-gilmore for being there.
I decided to take a few break days and went to my farmhouse, met my dogs and did a bit of swimming ( it was kind of like self care because all this stuff makes me happy ). I can't say I'm happy now per se but I'm hopeful.
Now I'm gonna make a new study schedule from scratch and see if I can make things work.
I guess this post is just to tell everyone that maybe sometimes thinks don't work out, but then we as humans are stubborn little beings who still don't give up. So if you're going through a tough patch and thinking that you might not make it, just know that you have people around you, me around you if you wanna talk. And that you CAN make it.
All we can do is try and I believe you will💙