#stilllost

(Jason Watson)

The past week has been really hard on me. I’ve been real weak and tired… Maybe it’s school, maybe it’s my body telling me to stop stressing and doing so much, but I know a lot has to do with my Tio Ernie. We’re coming up on a year of him being on top of the world and everywhere I turn, I see him. I miss him so much. I know with me having cancer he’d be checking on me more than usual and telling me I need to be at grandmas more to see him and grammy. He would get mad that I didn’t go over all the time with Sambo. Im lost. I wish I could just get to see him one more time, just hug him and tell him we’re okay, even though I feel like we’re not. Im sorry Tio. I wish I would of got to you sooner. Now just make sure we’re okay Tio. Protect grammy, watch all our babies and scold them when they think they’re slick. Lol! You were always good at that. And just promise me, if I don’t get through this cancer bullshit. Just be waiting for me… help guide me to that afterlife. I miss you and love you so much Tio. Keep us all strong. I love you Tio Ernie! Cuz I know your 🎶Sitting on top of the world!🎶 🥺🖤 #OurSkunkle #TioErnie #MissYou #StillLost (at Whittier, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CaJCKslp5Lh/?utm_medium=tumblr

Dressed for Success trying to get through these interviews. #ClarkKent #medicineinterview #icparamedicinterview #themapisreal #stilllost https://www.instagram.com/p/CXN0tvgP2cDhcdtoaqQAVFvEQoPwjao2ulV2Dw0/?utm_medium=tumblr

#stilllost #theydidntseeitcoming https://www.instagram.com/p/CBn1n9ohsBy/?igshid=s4ap7bwqhf7b

Guess I'm still waiting. 😄😄😄😄😄 😴 Or he ain't the one. I'm pretty sure its one of the two. 😥😏 #relationshipquestions #goals #stilllost #itsagreatfeelingknowingyouvebeenfound #businesspartners #bestfriends #lovers #Thenewmizzluvliblack1 https://www.instagram.com/p/BqobcFdgVVx/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1sjcrsc6uugt7

which way is your way? #stilllost (at リーガロイヤルホテル) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoYBc5rHOhP/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5v0fwn83ihn1