#tioernie

I’m late Tio… but when am I not?! Lol. Two years later and it’s not the same. As much as I try to believe you’re riding cross country on your Harley or that your at Home Depot when I pull up to Grammy’s, it doesn’t work. But thank you. Thank you for loving us so much that not a day goes by that we don’t think about you or laugh at a memory you made with us. Thank you for telling me all of your stories and for loving my babies and Age. For being there for us and for making us laugh and cry and for being there for the us when mija needed a quick oil check or washing ages car when we’d leave it for the weekend. Little things. I’m still fighting, and we’re all okay right now. Keep watching over all these kids and stay close to grammy and dad and Tia because they miss you the most. I love you Tio Ernie! Don’t forget to wait for me when it’s time. I’ll be late, but I’ll get there. Lol! We miss you beyond life! #ThatMarvelousLife #OurSkunkle #TioErnie #TwoYearsTooLong https://www.instagram.com/p/CpHnuiTuX3T/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

The past week has been really hard on me. I’ve been real weak and tired… Maybe it’s school, maybe it’s my body telling me to stop stressing and doing so much, but I know a lot has to do with my Tio Ernie. We’re coming up on a year of him being on top of the world and everywhere I turn, I see him. I miss him so much. I know with me having cancer he’d be checking on me more than usual and telling me I need to be at grandmas more to see him and grammy. He would get mad that I didn’t go over all the time with Sambo. Im lost. I wish I could just get to see him one more time, just hug him and tell him we’re okay, even though I feel like we’re not. Im sorry Tio. I wish I would of got to you sooner. Now just make sure we’re okay Tio. Protect grammy, watch all our babies and scold them when they think they’re slick. Lol! You were always good at that. And just promise me, if I don’t get through this cancer bullshit. Just be waiting for me… help guide me to that afterlife. I miss you and love you so much Tio. Keep us all strong. I love you Tio Ernie! Cuz I know your 🎶Sitting on top of the world!🎶 🥺🖤 #OurSkunkle #TioErnie #MissYou #StillLost (at Whittier, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CaJCKslp5Lh/?utm_medium=tumblr