*clicks into video*

*reads description*

2 million subscribers?!!?

*checks sub count*

*OMG*

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

(my IRL reaction to the notification)

Ok so currently I am working on part 1 of my life story. This story is explaining my deepest darkest things like why I self-harmed. Keep an eye for that coming soon.

I am also working a sermon of sorts. The title is “For Someone” because I currently have no idea who it’s for. God just gave me a word and I started writing. That was almost a month ago and I still don’t know where it’s heading. But keep an eye for that too.

Also I just found out the Tumblr is missing on the Apple Store. This means my posting won’t be as frequently as I’d hope they would be. But I will try to post as much as possible. I may be working on “I am feeling” kind of posts. And then by the end of this month Tumblr will be back on the Apple Store so I can start posting on the go, not just at home.

There are probably going to be a lot of side projects that I will be doing here and there. But right now my main two are my life story called “It’s Not Worth It” and my sermon “For Someone”. So keep an eye on those two major projects. 

I love how I am talking as if I have follower. Lawl. :D

Sincerely,

Hi, my name is Stacy and welcome to my blog. This blog will be my outlet to let everything out. Warning, I am a Christian, one that is stumbling in their faith, but nonetheless a Christian. This explaining my avatar and heading.... and bio. 

I feel like for most of my life I have hid the fact that I am a Christian to everyone around. My reason is, why should I tell people. It’s none of their business. But I realized that that reason is me being ashamed. I shouldn’t be ashamed of who I am in Christ. This blog is my first step in no longer being ashamed. 

My hope for this blog is to no become famous. If I have one follower than that is okay. I finally want to stop fighting with God about using my voice. I have a spirit of a lawyer/activist. Why not start using this voice as my first step towards my purpose.

Now let me just say this now. This blog is not going to be all sunshine and rainbows because that is NOT my life. I have depression. I also about 3 months clean from any self-harm. I am also at the moment in a REALLY BAD mental state. So yes I will be preaching the word, but I’m also going to be real with you guys and not hide anything. If I’m feeling down, my post will have that. This is MY outlet

I am really excited for where this blog will take me and where it’s gonna end up in a year from now. I hope you all join me and have an open mind about what I have to say. If you want to argue with me, don’t be afraid to. Will I argue back, most likely. But hey, that’s just the lawyer in me. 

Sincerely,