I want so badly to just be me.
I want to be free. To be silly. To be unburdened. I want to only support myself. To know I can. To have no worries. I want to be me! To let go of others opinions. To live without them. To live with only me, my guides, my intuition. Wow. Even as I’m writing this I can hear the opinions of others. Who looks at this account? Who reads my posts? No one. This is just for me.
I just want to be me. Please. I want to be gay and to be endlessly open to everything that life has to offer. I want to not be stuck in anything. I want to be so, so open to the universe. I want to be guided by me and by them. I am currently judged for who I am be the people around me. It shouldn’t be like that. But who knew it could be so hard to let go of the people who aren’t right? You still love them and care for them. There’s nothing wrong with them, really. But your intuition tells you it’s not right. You know. I know.
We know. I’m sorry. It’s hard. But you know. You absolutely know where you want to be. If you feel uncertain, just listen in. Pay attention to all the things you’ve said you “want”, but don’t feel confidence in pursuing. You are there. You know. Listen. Pay attention. Take action. You have everything you need.