The Balancing Act I feel like I have spent so much time in survival mode lately that I have not really spent any time just being. I always seem to forget how important it is for me to have down time. I need time to just relax and decompress. As a human being on this planet at this time, I find myself constantly thinking about money as this often seems to corelate with the things that I want in life. I want to be able to travel the world. I want to be able to live in a nice area and have nice things. I want to be comfortable in life. The problem is that the quest for money often comes with a deep sense of emptiness for me. I mean I know that money is only paper,however this paper rules the world. As a Lightworker, I have often found myself feeling as if I had to choose between money and my sanity. The jobs that I have had that pay well are also the jobs that have caused me the most stress. In the end I often found myself having to choose which was more important, money or my sanity. I still find myself walking this tightrope trying to find a balance of both. I find the same true for my sentiments about people. I often find myself simply wanting to escape to the woods and nature to get away from the chaos caused by humans. At the same time when I am isolated from the outside world for a long period of time, I become agoraphobic and depresed Once again it is a delicate balancing act of being able to remove myself from humans when necessary, but not completely isolating. As I continue along this path, I learn more about myself, the world, and the Universe. It is often said that the road to ascension can be a lonely one. I definitely find that to be true. I have to remind myself to seek comfort and companionship in my spirit team for they are always with me even if I do not physically see them. I will continue to do the best I can to balance it all and ask for help when needed. ***Original post can be found at: https://starseededhippie.com/2018/09/18/the-balancing-act/***
