#southct

Underdogs :-)

the file for this is literally just called CT girl kisser (individuals under cut)

also HI CHROMA!!!!! this isn’t from the wheel but I wrote a fic with this rare pair forever ago that’s no longer published but it was for the ship Demo Man/Sleeveless Insurrectionist if you perhaps want to ponder it. or really anything about the insurrectionists I used to think about them a lot

- love, rookie (tell the server I say hi :])

hiiii rookie smiles!!! i want to devour everything you’ve made forever i hope you’ve been doing well :)

i had to figure out how to crop videos on iphone to do this but i think it looks better than on desktop so it’s happy anyway. ct/south/girlie huh… just in time for women day

this is like. messy lesbians to the max. south and ct having this kind of will they won’t they thing where ct does genuinely like south and desperately wants to help her and let her in but she just. KNOWS that south would not be able to handle this quietly. and maybe she’s right and maybe she’s wrong but she could never trust her with it. she buys into the persona that the director has set up for south too much. south plays it too well.

and then girlie is like. she’s so much like south but with none of the baggage of the project. she’s the freedom, the liberation from ct’s old life. in canon or in an au, girlie would represent leaving behind the things that held ct down.

but was south one of those things? was she really? or did ct just never let her be anything else? exactly how much south had planned during recovery one we’ll never know but we know she can be sneaky. she can hold her cards to her chest. sometimes she shows up and points a rocket launcher at tex while calling her a monster and a bitch but sometimes she holds her tongue and walks away from the meta with delta, unscathed.

maybe ct had a friend in south she could have trusted. maybe they could have worked together. but ct never gave her that choice. never gave her the chance. too risky. too much of a liability. so she leaves south behind for the loudmouthed blonde that she actually can trust. and south never even got the chance.

Locker room comfort <3

TexSouthCT